BYEBYEBYEBYEEEEEEE

<3

2009-05-14T23:20:00.001+08:00

Bye bye, suckerz :O

BRUNCHED@ELLEJAY

Singsong voice

2009-05-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

I am forced by Nini to post, hurray!

Hence, today: Study session with Daphne, Yiting, Nini and Ironman

*For photosssss, please refer to Nini, Yiting and Daphne(who hasn't posted) 's blog.

So today I mugged, MATHEMATICSSSSS

Alot alot alot, okay!

I just realised I got ps-ed and chao-ed alot of times today :(

But it was a happy happy day!

After studying, Yiting and Nini went to kfc, the rest home-d.

Exams around the corner, gah!

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me -Love, me / Colin Raye

Not enough

2009-05-10T20:53:00.007+08:00

14's Birthday trip

Rereading the post make me wonder if this year its gonna be better.

IT HAS TO BE BETTER, and I'd better not look fat in the pictures this time!

21 more days to my birthday!

I want more time, more time with you.

Somehow, I keep rereading the post - the one michelle posted on guides blog.

So much memories, it made me feel like crying, wtf. X:

NO such thing as a second Michelle, I can't picture guides without Michelle, sunflower without Michelle :(

Tea parties with pastry

2009-05-10T16:02:00.004+08:00

I want to do this again :(

Muhaimin's moving to malaysiaaaaaaa :(

So he will be 30 minutes away when I need him, GAH.

I find our conversations extremely entertaining!

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

back yo

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

lol

o...k

where u go?

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

somewhere

no lah,i went to do something

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

o.O

haha

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

now about my surname

whats so funny about it?

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

nth lah

just feel like laughing

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

WALIAOOO YOU GO LAUGH AT SOMETHING ELSE LAH

pfff

*slap*

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

ok lah2

sorry

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

i give you something to laugh at

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

you look into the mirror and laugh!

then you see how stupid you look when you laugh

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

walao

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

what

why you walao at me

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

nth lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

YOU SO LAME

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

haish.....

weirdo

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

look whose calling me weirdo

the weirdo is calling me weirdo!

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

hhaha

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

oi oi oi,this is serious

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

wht??

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

calling me weirdo is serious

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

haha wth

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

wth @ muhaimin

WTHWTHWTHWTH@XM

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

hehe

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

you like em calling you XM right?!

cos it sounds cool right?!

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

then you still hehe

YOU LIKE PEOPLE CALL YOU XM LO

\SO SHAMELESS

AIYOYOYOYOYOYOH

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

NO LAH

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

ADMIT IT LAHHHHH

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

u shit

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

you call me shit..

waliaoooooo wtfffff

shit you

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

haha

shit u 2

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

stupid

shit you even more

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

idiot

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

i take the shit from whole of singapore and throw at you

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

like real

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

no i take the shit from the whole world

humphhhh

*throws the shit at xm*

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

OK ill be waiting

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

throw alr

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

where???

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

in your mouth

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

noo my mouth is clean and empty xD

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

must be your 5 senses got problem thats why yuo cannot sense it!

*you

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

noo

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

yes lo

stupid

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

ok lah2

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

say sorry youxin the great

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

erm.....

TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says:

say say say

or dieeeee

[c=4][u][b]мιи!![/b][/u][/c] says:

die?

ok lah2

anythng lah eh

sorry youxin the great

AHAHAHAH, gonna mug at night :/

(you people know who you are) :

I'm sorry for not being there, when you need me.

I'll make it up to you, really.

People that matter

2009-05-05T22:44:00.003+08:00

Best friends (I don't think I can live without you 3 bitchy people)

MYEs are already here, been staying back in school till really late.

No time for this, no time for that.

But I still think I'm managing kinda well :)

Currently jiayou-ing for alot of people, so I don't think I can get tired.

Yesterday, finished up OEL powerpoint on Terry Fox.

Actually he is great once you really go and read up about him.

I reeeally love having him all to myself!

You can't blame gravity for falling in love - Albert Einstein

Incredible

2009-05-03T11:06:00.004+08:00

Finished Monty Python and The Hole Grail yesterday.

Its awesome, hilarious and lameeeee!

My new favourite movie!

YAY YAY YAY! I like old movieeees.

Gah, gonna hardcore mug today :(

That thought makes me sadddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Do you know that your love is the sweetest

Fluttery

2009-05-02T18:27:00.003+08:00

Tell you guys something exciting,

MY BIRTHDAY IS OFFICIALLY 29 DAYS AWAY! :D

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

2009-05-01T09:47:00.005+08:00

Saturday

Jio-ed Daphne out to buy fondant for seniors' cupcakes.

Super tiring, firstly we went to Jurong East (Thank you Yanjiang for helping us find the place)

Then the fondant was out of stock so we went to Clementi.

THEN IT RAINED HALFWAY!

Never knew these ulu ulu shophouse places so difficult to find.

Tuesday

Made cupcakes for seniors, Daphne went home reeeeally late.

Fondant is frustrating :(

Wednesday / Muster Parade

This big fat day that seniors stepped down cum promotion cum muster parade.

Promotion was, well I did not get promoted.

But I will use this as a source of motivation and I sortof know what I should improve on.

I'm kinda scared to talk to guider privately, omgggggyyyy.

I will get my 2 stripes for my PL!

But I know that on wednesday, I got shot alot of times :(

Everyone seemed angry with me maybe except Michelle and Ironman.

After the parade, went to the conference room for refreshments.

Yes I wanna get a gold for guides.

Didn't cry, I'm told to show no expressions mah.

But ended up crying in front of the sec 4 scouts X:

I don't know if guides will be the same without any of the sec 4s, but I think there will be a huge difference.

Actually also quite close to the scouts esp. Yanjiang and Di hao.

I hope both sec 4 guides and scouts will come back often..

Pictures!

If you can't see, the letter I'm holding shows "CHEEKIAT"

My legs look darn good in the pictures lo!
Muo Qi Pai Dang, I will miss you very very de muchy.

I guess over time, this guides and scouts family have grown into more than a 2nd family to me.

Thursday / SYF Showcase

Last minute kena dragged down by Yiting to go.

And I was late! Thank god they were not angry though I was late for like 1/2 hour.

Nothing much except that we were the last to enter the auditorium. X:

But I think what I liked most was the journey home lo, though very maloooooo. Really very maloo. X:

Eunice Koh looks so drunk with love.

Now that there's nothing much left, I can concentrate on my studies now.

SPAM STUDY SPAM STUDY SPAM STUDY!

When someone spams love on you, you feel like spam studying!

Hehe.

Everything inside of me, like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

2009-04-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

Ndp MCR02

These few days, have been meeting alot of people, getting to know more people better.

I guess its a good thing.

Many things seem to be clogging up my mind, I can't get to sleep.

Which is weird, since I'm usually dead tired after ndp.

Today's ndp was more fun than usual, dunno why.

I was 15 minutes late from meeting the scouts, cos I reached Eunice's house and (shit!) I realised I never bring my hat.

So I went back home and took it, then met the scouts.

"Ndp '09 We make things happen! Wow!"

Did the same ol' thing, except we had city march practice this time.

Bloody tiring, Nee Soon's parade square is like super big and you have march round it so many times.

Wanted to fall out, but the idea was soon forgetten when I realised I was the only person in the rank :(

Oh yes, lemme tell you people something funny.

Today when I was on the way up the hall with the rest of the guides, bitching with Eunice,

THE PARADE COMMANDER STOPPED ME!

He suddenly stuck out his hand and said: Be honored that I'm shaking your hand today (or something like that)

That I was totally gong, but I went to shake his hand anyway.

LOL, I was the only random one that kena lo ._.

HAHAHAHA, I am special! Even PC wanna shake my hand lo! :O

Scouts waited for us and homed together with Muhaimin and Nicholas only.

Since Hweeru and Syazwani went to eat dinner, Wesley and Wenyang went to find them.

I love going Ndp and going home with the scouts! Its funny!

Muhaimin: So am I sociable enough?

LOLOL, we went to force him to talk to the Maristella scouts to prove his social-ness.

Sometimes, you have to spend time with people to know them better.

I come online for the most ridiculous reasons, maybe it just you

I think of you in colors that don't exist

2009-04-25T09:21:00.004+08:00

17/04/2009 - A night to remember, nothing will be better cos its already the best
(My legs look darn good in this picture, I likeeeee)

A quickie before I rush off to ndp.
My youngest sister got chief commissioner badge ._.
I feel so zxc, I'm suppose to be the li hai one in cca.

And if you ask me how I'm feeling
Don't tell me you're too blind to see
Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you - Never Gonna Give You Up, Rick Astley

I have this thing for oldies. X:
Heheh, I like.

3 words

2009-04-24T22:28:00.004+08:00

Life's been hectic one.
Been busy, tired, feeling like shit.
New Delhi Students, Campfire, Studies, People

New Delhi Students
I had an awesome experience.
Those people are like filthy rich X:
I feel so what lo, just giving the photo postcard when they shower me with presents.
Anyhoo, they are reeeally funny and cool, love them all.Group photo
Me and Karam
Riverside trail peepur!

I made new friends :)
Photo-credits to Valerie Tyvm for sending me the photos.
I only had me and Karam's photo cos the others are with the New Delhi people and I have to create facebook to get them. SO troublesome X:
My eyes look damn small in the photos :(

Emotions have been swirling like mad, maybe things are starting to get better
3 words, I know.

Chinese Paper - 50% confidence
GAH I CAN'T BELIEVE YITING SAY IS EASY

Mamma Mia 2009

2009-04-18T22:00:00.007+08:00

The BEST Campfire of my life
I've been to many many campfires and I'm sure no other campfire will beat this one, in my entire life.
Group picture: I'm with my muo qi partner!
Waliao, suppose to be me and Yanjiang then people come squeeze in the picture.
1 cheer is not enough, 2 cheers are not enough, 3 cheers and 3 cheers for emcee!
This is my favouriteeeeeeeeeeeeee picture!

I have alot to say about this campfire, so much that I don't know where to start.
This campfire taught me alot.
Most importantly, it taught me that I shouldn't let my emotions take control of me.
I failed to do that yesterday, I'm so sorry.
After preparing so long and hard for this campfire, yesterday I tasted the sweet fruit of our labour.
I guess the campfire was pretty successful, even twl said it was good.

Was having nervous fits before the campfire, must really thank Di Hao and TS for being there.
Wouldn't have done it without them.
Got quite alot of positve feedback for our campfire, tyvm.
Being emcee was really A-W-E-S-O-M-E
I wanna do it again again and again.
Especially when you're doing it with the right person.
I admit I wasn't very good, but lucky Di Hao was there to cover up for me when I did any mistakes.
I think the audience esp the scouts was reeeally wild.
So many of them came up stage and chao me, make me so maloo.
But GOT ALOT OF SHUAI GEEEEEE OMGGGGY.
Got one came up and put his hand on my shoulder when singing silvery moon, aiyoh I was so maloo. But he is cute lah X:
Of course, made new friends. Heheh.
I wanna do dedication too! But maybe next time.

Oh yes, JEREMY CAME BACK!
And he might be coming back on wednesday too!
I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCHY!
How can I forget to take pictures with him :(

Today: Went and returned from ndp training with the scouts!
Prolly gonna go training in the future with them.
Mu-Hai-Ming was being sooo nice,he wait for us to dismiss ley!
Cos the guides were dismissed late.
Ndp training is fucking tiring. Nee Soon Camp parade square makes you sweat like shit.
Somemore the timing is so bloody fast, and got B.O everywhere.
But no turning back now.

I don't know, I don't want to give up

Upside

2009-03-26T22:02:00.004+08:00

Youxin shi shen - Glen

Tyvm, I know I will get a temple soon.

Sick sick sick (physically)

Whee, tomorrow's Friday, we all know what that means ._.

Hahahah, so many people made my day wonderful today! I'm happy!

Everything still tastes like plain water to me :(

Can't you hear me

2009-03-24T19:12:00.004+08:00

II’m sick, gah!
I hate being sick, cos when I am sick I think about all the negative things happening in my life.
And I feel like shit.
I feel so crappy, I don’t know if campfire’s gonna be alright.
I don’t know if me and my best friend are gonna go back.
I don’t know why people just keep on putting me down.
I don’t know if I’ll be able to know how to do my math tonight.
I don’t know if I’ll get to spend time with someone tomorrow.
I don’t know if I hurt anyone’s feelings unknowingly again.
I just really dislike some people.
I don’t feel like going anywhere, talking to anyone or studying.
I’m tired..
I don’t want to be negative about anyone, will stop here.
!@#$%
I feel like shit.

I don't feel good.

No appetite to eat anything..

I have like 10000000 mosquito bites.

WHY CAN'T THEY FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO SUCK BLOOD?!

I feel like shit.

I still don't know what you've done with me

2009-03-23T19:12:00.005+08:00

MK, we both know whats happening..

I'm trying my best is it not good enough, or maybe you just refuse to accept it..

Bloody hell.

Gah, headache flu headache flu.

ANTI-WOODFUCKERZXC (Right right, Daphne?)

Daphne knows that being vulgar today gives us the thrill. HAHA

Work work work.

Old disney animation songs are working for me.

LOLOLOL, sleepy :(

I guess everyone has their problems..

99 things + my name

2009-03-22T21:33:00.003+08:00

My name is Youxin

I love to eat
I have a puppy, Butter Peng Niu You
I love flowers
I like seaweed but I don't like it when it dirties my clothes and get stuck in my teeth
I have asthma
I wanna grow my hair long
My hair used to be extremely curly when I was young
Girlguides is my life
My favourite colors are pink and white
I am actually a very nice person
I was very prone to mosquito bites when I was young
I really really wanna get in NDP this year
Eunice is my bestest friend on earth
I am very unglam and spastic
I can't decide if I wanna be tan, white or just in between
Actually now, my height doesn't bother me so much
I like windy places
I like photography
I wanna have my own camera
I sometimes reread my messages
I don't really know how to be thrifty
I like to play mad magazine
I like to play the game of life
I don't know how to use photoshop though I have it
I am against pre-marital sex
I am emcee for mamma mia 2009 cckss campfire
I want to be PL for sunflower
I'm not very sure about what I wanna be when I grow up
I sweat easily
I am straight
I hate cats
I hate hawaiian prints
I love books
I think Tom Hanks is hot
I think Pierce Brosnan is hot
I don't want to smoke
or do drugs
or do anything wrong
I wanna be rich
I like to lie and roll on my bed
I'd rather read memoirs than fiction
I am not dense as I seem to be
I lose my stuff unknowingly
I forget what to say sometimes
I regret some things
I think alot
I don't care what others think
I daydream to curb my boredom
I wanna have a garden marriage
I like fields of flowers
I like the beach
I'm a sadist, kindof
I like to make new friends
I am a free thinker
DLSS is my primary school
But only from pri 4 onwards
My primary school before pri 4 is Unity Primary
But I don't have much memory of it
I like to daydream
I think GirlGuides is the best CCA ever
I wanna become a YA
I hate maths
I'm in love
I like to eat cornflakes as biscuits
I hate moths the most
But I hate all insects actually
I don't want to be fat
I feel that long skirts hinders my movement
I sneeze alot
I wipe my mouth after I eat if possible
I can be reeeeeally nice if I want to
I get irritated easily
I am a gemini
I have 2 pillows
and 2 bolsters
I am still prone to mosquito bites
I hate water
I love outdoors like the beach
I don't like to use insect repellent
I think trackpants are irritating
I am a nerd/geek
I love vintage
I live to eat
I am a glutton
I vomit on the first day(usually) when I have a fever
I think I am special
I am a chinese
My dialect is hakka
And I am a pure hakka which means my grandfather married a hakka blah blah blah
I love to watch Harry Potter, but I always go missing in the middle of the show, then I don't know whats happening and I regret
I used to be great at chinese
I wanna be great at chinese again
I love Team Sexy
I know I am loud
I think hate is a strong word
I don't hate most people, I just dislike them
I don't like to disappoint people
I like being a geek and queer
I know I'm going to be successful in life

A clock without hands

2009-03-22T19:33:00.004+08:00

ME LEY!

During UG Trip! Actually I was thinking whose dirty butt it was.

Then I thought, "is it me?cos i was the only girl that wore blue peeeee"

I went to zoom, ITS ME LEY!

I remember the clip, so bloody funny.

I didn't expect myself to have sucha unglam yet cool picture!

Currently in a bloody good mood.

Maybe I'm just weird.

Oh yes, today went to buy big fat plastic boards for chemistry project w/ Nazhiffi!

Don't feel like starting on the project, gah.

Maybe cos the boards remind me of the sec one orientation scam. Omg.

I can't believe I bought the same colors somemore.

"Do it once, do it good, do it well, do it for the nation!"

Oh, 'tis love, 'tis love that makes the world go round

2009-03-22T10:52:00.009+08:00

Bored bored bored..

I have nothing to do now till 1130000000000

Bloody hell.

Recognition, hurray!

Who in the world am I? Ah, that's the great puzzle. - Lewis Carroll

Hi, I don't care what you think.

And I want moolahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Cos I'm poor poor poor.

I'm so geeky that before I go anywhere, I internet it. LOL.

Have to buy things for chem project, kim's game, study for tests.

Thankgod, homework's finished!

Honey honey, how you thrill me

2009-03-21T16:10:00.012+08:00

Today: NDP Selection/Training 01

Didn't wanna wake up today, though I slept early yesterday..

Anyhoo, today's training really made me wanna get in NDP much more.

Everyone looks damn good, high socks,neat hair. As in our guides.

I hope we made a good impression. X:

I love the training! Its soooo fun!

Elimination is on 4rth April, Campfire's on 3rd.

Gah, which means we won't have an early night 100% before elimination day.

Reeeally excited for next week's training, have to bring hat. :/

Must start seasoning alr.

Rave(I think thats his name): Outstanding! / Beautiful! / Ladies!

My brother's reeeeally nice, he got me Junior Mints and Whoppers! Yay!

I noticed that today I sweated like some ugh too.

After dismissal @ Guides House, went to Junction 8, LJS for lunch.

Discussed about TS tee. X:

Super excited about ittttt!

Gonna head down to Queensway to make them after NDP training next saturday!

Hopefully will get them ready by campfire.

Headed to Lot One after that, seperated from Sec 2s and Eunice went home early.

Ate MOF with Shihui, Daphne and Yingyen(Juuuune/Jooone)!
Haolian cos their kakigori have soft-serve. Tsk tsk tsk.
I know, the paper.. All Shihui's fault lo!
Peach kakigori! There was this black black peach that I didn't wanna eat, so I forced Daphne to eat it! Hurray!
KUAKUAKUAKUA, roflolmao why her head tilted one side?

Anyhoo, today her fringe looks rebonded. :O
Group shot!

Walked around Lot One, laughed at men underwear.

Shihui said her brother wears boxers, HAHA(funny).

Just realised that campfire's just round the corner.

I wonder if we can finish up on time..

But I think Mr Tan knows what he is doing.

This year is our time to shine!

Soooooooo excited for the very many things coming up.

Campfire, campfire, campfire, emcee, emcee, emcee, dance, dance, dance!

Youxin: He go Batam today..

Others(Daphne, Shihui, Yingyen): Waaaa, go Batam find women!

Youxin: Really meh?

Shihui: You never watch TV one ah? Men always go there find pretty women.

Youxin: Really ah?

Daphne: The women there very sexy, got hour-glass figure!

Youxin: Really ah?

Yingyen: Ya! They wear until very obscene one.

Youxin: Orh, HAHA.

HAHA, funny!

Not very accurate, but accurate all the same.

I wanna earn some moolah. Pf, I'm gonna be broke soooooooooooooooon.

BBF, I dunno if we'll be okay again, but lets try our best k?

Impossible is nothing, remember?

Everything is you

2009-03-20T18:25:00.006+08:00

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

Today is a very de happy muchy day for me!

Had footdrill in the morning and campfire prep in the afternoon.

Sweated like some ugh.

Never had so much fun dancing in my whole life.

My favourite dance is "Lay All Your Love On Me", I don't care if its a couple dance!

Though we were not very good at it at first(required alot of special attention) keep getting scolded by Mr Tan.

My partner was very very good and nice! (but still bitchy)

The song keeps playing in my mind :O

Its nicer than the mass dance which to me mostly consists of clapping and difficult moves X:

I didn't learn the umbrella dance.

Can actually feel that we're much much more closer to the scouts!

Campfire gonna rock the shit out of everyone! Me and Dihao getting more and more muo qi!

LOL, I know whats the meaning of kinky! Yucky.

Tomorrow someone's ps-ing me for Batam ._.

Hah. AND TOMORROW'S NDP SELECTION!

Omg! I super hope I can get in! Dead nervouzzzzzzz.

I hope all of us can get in.

Campfire's coming, I'm getting more and more nervous.

Lay all your love on me

2009-03-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

Today, second day of campfire prep.

LOLOL, entertaining. Very very entertaining!

MY SPEAKERS ARE FUCKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! BLOODY HELL

I can't find my anti bacteria cloth to clean lappy!

And and I noticed that Butter went to chew lappy's charger, so its kindof grotty now.

I'm not speaking to Butter until she apologises!

What to do, both of us are busy..

If you pace around the world

2009-03-18T21:58:00.007+08:00

Pictures from Eunice! Oh goody!

If it's me that you don't need
When the lights go out tonight I know
You're never gonna find your way

Don't you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time won't

Get back when I'm never around

When we live between so many walls
That I can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But I'm the only one you need

LOLOL, very very very tiring day for me.

(worth it tho)

One more dance left, jiayou people!

JIAYOUXIN! JIAYOUXIN! (ty Darren)

Hahah, funny I woke up in the morning with the suckiest mood determined to make today one of the worse days ever with my bad mood.

But surprisingly I'm kindof in a good mood at the end of the day!

Maths, I was being upset, complaining to Ziyuan, earning so many stares from Mrs Lim.

Waa, so much she called me up to do question, I was not even listening to her so I didn't know how to do.. LOL, lucky she teach me on the spot, so maloo.

But hey, I know how to do graphs at the end of the lesson!

So saddenning, had to go to IT Room myself.

Campfire prep! I LOVE DANCING QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!

I got a surprise :) Tys, Yiting for passing it to me.

So proud of myself today! YAY!

Talked to Jeremy just now, omg I miss him lo!

Come to think of it, if it were not for the UG trip we will not be friends.

I wonder how bad it tastes, the look you wear so well

2009-03-17T21:13:00.011+08:00

I hope it gives you hell

Lookielookie:

darren/: nice blog post
TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN (H): hahah,ty.
TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN (H): i know i'm so coooooooooooooooooooool!HAHA
darren /: ya
darren /: coooool

El agujerear. Aburrimiento. Agujereado. says: your cool btw
El agujerear. Aburrimiento. Agujereado. says: according to darren
TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says: i know
TEAMSEXY, YOYOYOYOYOYOUXIN says: you think i'm cool too right?
El agujerear. Aburrimiento. Agujereado. says: idk
El agujerear. Aburrimiento. Agujereado. says: (:

People think I'm cool ley! Hahah!

Went to check out the Contemporary Art in Germany Exhibition with MK at National Museum.

My brother/MK/igor/counterpart/bomb/horno/yanna! Hahah.

SHE IS THE BOMB TO MY SEX! Yay! Sex+Bomb=Sexbomb!

Bloody good, even though we lost our way AGAIN.

Dress code was dresses!

Eunice Koh the Fatty Pig wanted to eat(even though she ate her breakfast before coming)

So we went Yakun, drank the iced tea.

Eeyer, so disgusting GOT EMULSION! More expensive than Eunice's bread somemore.

Travelled to Dhoby Ghaut.

Walked walked walked couldn't find out bloody way to museum.

Lucky the security guard person gave us directions.

After walking through Fort Canning Park then we found the museum ._.

Thankgod I was wearing slippers. (It went well with my dress!)

Someone's gonna have a wedding! We got lost and found ourselves there, and apparently we were not suppose to be there.
Sweaty Eunice Koh. I'm posting up all her candids not those that she posed for. Gah, when am I gonna get my photos.
After a long tiring journey, we finally finally reached tada!

We broke the record! The last time we went was um Peranakan Museum, we took half a day.

Do you know that air actually comes out of those circle circle things at the side? Really funny, anyhoo we had to go all the way down to the first floor to buy tickets ._.
Lookie! We went to the Living(LOL) Galleries first, all except the film one. :/
Food! There's this powder thing that gives you hormones or something. EW.
Fashion! The most gorgeous wedding dress, though the puffy sleeves.

Humph, didn't get to take any in the photography section cos Eunice was scared :/
Whoo! The highlight of the trip! Awesome-ness.

Twosome and Threesome cups!You know I actually thought it was made of wafer X: Then I go closer then realise is cardboard.

Part of my favourite exhibition! Pictures!Typewriters!Cool Chairs!Retro TVs and Wallpapers!

Yup! My favourite exhibition, too bad I forget to take a picture of it :(

I didn't take pictures of all them though.

Film!LOL, I have no idea whats this.
We ate at Carl's Jr at Plaza Sing after that.

Fries were fat and filling, burger was filling.

Almost died after eating.

Its funny when one part of the MRT is crowded and another part isn't.

HAHA, tomorrow have 3 hours of maths. Omgomgomg.

Mrs Lim is out to kill.

2009-03-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE SUCKERZZZZZZZZZZ! :O

Drowning way way down

2009-03-16T20:43:00.003+08:00

Just something I snagged from Eunice, to get something disgusting to off my mind.

Omg, I have no idea what to do next..

[ ] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x]You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[ ] You have been called a "blonde"
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[x] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
so far: 9
[x] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it. (i haven't seen matrix OR star wars.but i don't get it anyway.)
[x]You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
so far: 12
[x] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
so far: 15
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. so far: 19
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

Total: 26
MULTIPLY BY 3 & REPOST WITH "I AM__%RETARDED"

I am 78% retarded, oh well can't be that bad.

I can't help it if you look like an angel

2009-03-16T10:39:00.003+08:00

Imagine getting woke up by your dog and getting warm slobber that smells like beef and pumpkin.

I really really like Gimme Gimme Gimme :/

Yesterday, I made a new friend! Gonna mug today!

Hahah, I really had no idea..

Dissolve

2009-03-14T19:19:00.010+08:00

Others only read of the love, the love that I love
(Like never before)

Lazy lazy lazy Saturday, someone’s gone to camp.

Grades grades grades:
To my surprise, I got 3As! But gotta buck up for math.
Must do homework and not slack anymore in Mr Matthew's and Mr loy's class.
Hahah, FT commented that I'm well-mannered and polite! But I have to be more focused.
The latter is true but the former..
I'm kind of cho-lor in class ley :/ Maybe cos she dunno what to say about me.

Yesterday when we brought the sec ones to buy uniform, in the end..
Some changed my views on them. Wow.

I just realised that I have a lot of issues this holiday.

1. 3 hours of math on Wednesday!

Enough to kill me.

2. 3 days for Campfire Prep
Don’t get me wrong, I love campfire prep. But leaves me only 2 days to play and study.

3. Math
Mommy is on a rampage. Omg, tomorrow I’m going popular to pick up scary assessment books. :O scary. I feel like I’m going for war.

4. Broke

I am poor poor poor poor. I’m so poor I might even have to bring lunchbox to school for lunch this hols. All the money has been spent on expensive stuff. Eunice, Daphne and me are broke broke broke. I might have to shamelessly ask for money from mommy.

5. NDP
Creeepy and I have to tie plaits again. Whoohoo, another round of teasing ._.

6. Time management (people-wise)
It’ll be super difficult to spend time with some people this hols. I’ll probably have to imagine imaginary quality time or something. I’m busy, you’re busy, everyone is busy! Pf.

7. Youxin is a fat pig.

I’m going to turn fat.I know it, I can feel it in my bones. But I’m not going to let it happen! So I’m gonna run run run on my treadmill! I’m such a fat pig.

This holiday doesn’t seem appealing at all, the only appealing part is Campfire Prep and my Museum Trip with Eunice.

I’m not a sick sadist. You're not a sick sadist even though you went blog-hopping just now, and have a laughing fit on ‘intellectual and inspirational’ posts!

HAHA, people have been telling me that my new msn display name is lame. :( Why? I think its cool! ROFLOLMAO HAHA. Huiting is the best lah!

Ooh! Every breath you take is a funny song! HAHA, I’ll be watching you! Sounds like pontianakkkkkk lo. Reminds me of someone. But the guy who wrote the song must be an overly possessive psycho :O

I hope I won't bust my phone bill this month and I haven't thought of anything for Kim's Game. Shit, come in creative juices!

Yesterday was a month! Today must be a month and a day then! Hahah.

Don't you ever change

2009-03-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today I found the joy of learning! Hurray!
What an amazing discovery and I’m not being sacarstic.
Hate is such a strong word.. I rarely use it lo. Pf.
Tomorrow’s a month, wow. Time flies.
Gah, I have come to dislike some things alot now. Scouts is my number 01!
The next campfire we get invited to, she sure die. AHAH.
Tomorrow have to bring secondary ones go buy uniform, lucky I brought back all my books today so I don’t have to lug them all the way to Guides House tomorrow.
Today I had the most interesting talk with Jingwei and Hazimah. Omg they’re damn horny. :O
Suddenly very scared that I will out of tune or zhao xia during campfire.
Very excited for campfire though, super excited.
Cos this time we’re gonna be the best emcees ever! My muo qi partner, DIHAO!
Hello Chicago / Can we do it? Yes we can! Ooh! OBAMA!
I found out that Mr Matthew was actually in purple house, but no one ran for blue so he ran.
Oh yes, I changed skin!
I just noticed I have an odd habit, I like to be in the open when its starting to rain cos its windy!

Sunsweet stars in your eyes

2009-03-11T17:30:00.002+08:00

There's something with having with 3 internet browsers.

Oh well, today's Sports Day.
Was kindof late, because of someone UHEM.
Did prize table, same thing but different teacher ._.
We messed up, oh well.
Actually slacked in the function room or was sitting beside the track most of the day.
The last relay race and the staff race was the only time I really got any sports day spirit in me.
Prolly gonna be my last year for duty, so saddening :(
But next year, I wanna participate! I wanna win a medal!
Heheh, and cca points actually X:
After leaving the stadium, went to eat pizza hut, didn't finish my pasta.
I still have so much tidbits I haven't finished..
I'm darn full now, gonna run later if not I'll turn fat.
Today's weather was so crap, I drank 2 bottles of mineral water.

Sometimes I sit down and ponder if I have made the right decision, did the right thing

Holidays are coming.
Much much packed: Project work, Campfire Prep, Outings, Baking, Studying..
I don't think one week is enough, oh well.

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Now playing: Jason Mraz - You And I Both
via FoxyTunes

Shower before storm

2009-03-09T22:00:00.009+08:00

Sunday:

GSB - I have many many pictures of him :O

P/S: Daphne and Dihao please note that I have all your embarrassing pictures with me. Hehe.

Sometimes when you have too many people that you care about, you lose track, you neglect some at first. But when you realise where you've been wrong, they ignore you. You try to be what you're suppose to be, sacrificing some things that you know they won't sacrifice for you. But they won't seem to get the message, you feel like giving up but you think it'll be a waste that you did. So you don't, do other people do this too? Maybe its only me, so I'm not gonna give up! I'll show you that I'm still the Youxin you know, still the brother that you're with. And I am not gonna fail! Like I've said: The best is yet to come I make sure that I'm a fantastic person to everyone! :D

Don't go wasting your emotion

2009-03-07T19:35:00.001+08:00

Today was slack.

Really, the only things I did today was read, phone, sms, daydream, sleep, pee/poo, try to get something to do in the computer.

Sooo not constructive, I know.

Totally bummed when Pooja's music class was postponed to a much later time today thus outing cancelled.

Actually planned to study, but was not in the mood.

Gonna make sure my holidays are gonna be super duper busy.

I like busy holidays.

Yesterday, the only fun part was guides.

Was kindof pissed in class with someone actually, feel like giving some people some slaps.

Guides, we learned horseshoe formation, not very good at it :/

TS: 1, 2! One for GirlGuides, permission to recover SPL!

Super fun, then got informed that NDP was coming.

I WANNA GET IN!

Lucky lucky me, my height is okay!

Thinking about it, is making me nervous already. Wow, I really hope to get in.

After getting briefed on NDP, went to show emcee script to Mr TWL with ShiHui and Huiting.

LOL, the first time I passed the script to him he already draw so many red crosses on it. :(

So sian, after me and Dihao changed the places he didn't like, he made us wait for 1 hour plus.

Cos of the souvenirs, then he rejected the script again and said he wants us to be bitchy.

Which campfire's emcee is bitchy?! Lol, me and Dihao are definitely gonna be one of a kind.

Juniors are getting worse and worse each day.

In which uniform group does the juniors scold their seniors STFU?

Wtf, we really have no discipline, tsk.

Your love put me at the top of the world

2009-03-05T19:35:00.003+08:00

This picture is my favourote one now. :O

I hate hypocrites, unfortunately I seem to know many of them.

I have a problem today, was moodswing-y and tired the whole day.
I kept praying that school will end faster, so I can go home and sleep.
Then I slept from 0400 to 0630.
Doesn’t help that I have a sore throat, makes no sense since I have been forced to drink a lot of water everyday and limit my sweet drinks.

Hey, at least tomorrow’s Friday and the day after is Saturday and the day after after is Sunday!
Friday means I get to spend time with someone and CCA.
Saturday means the evil sinful shopping trip with Pooja.
Sunday means study cum sleeping day.

There are 2 parts of the day I like today, one when me and Michelle had our stupid level 1 to 4 conversation.
I was returning to class from lunch, then she shouted my name.
We had this stupid conversation on why I should go sports day and roll.
LOL, she is not the first one who told me to roll.
The first one was Mark Ng, oh well I should give others a chance to win right? If I roll they all sure lose one lo.
The second part was when I managed to get out of class finally and go home, the feeling is great.
LOL, why am I so tired and snappy? Must be it, dang.
Hopefully there’ll be campfire prep tomorrow.
Campfires are really awesome, whether it’s the prep or the attending!

I'm addicted to Gimme Gimme Gimme (A Man After Midnight). :O

Ooh! I can see alot of lightning from my window.

Miss miss miss miss miss..

2009-03-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

If You're Cheering for the Boy Scouts
(to the tune of "If You're Happy and You Know It"; use appropriate actions)

If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, clap your hands (whoops I missed)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, clap your hands (whoops I missed)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, clap your hands (whoops I missed)

If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, stomp your feet (where's the floor?)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, stomp your feet (where's the floor?)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, stomp your feet (where's the floor?)

If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, shout "Hooray!" (lost my voice)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, shout "Hooray!" (lost my voice)
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts,
If you're cheering for the Boy Scouts, shout "Hooray!" (lost my voice)

If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, clap your hands (clap, clap)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, clap your hands (clap, clap)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, clap your hands (clap, clap)

If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, stomp your feet (stomp, stomp)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, stomp your feet (stomp, stomp)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, stomp your feet (stomp, stomp)

If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, shout "Hooray!" (Hooray!)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, shout "Hooray!" (Hooray!)
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides,
If you're cheering for the Girl Guides, shout "Hooray!" (Hooray!)

Extremely cute! We should sing this song!
(Sorry scouts)

Today is a boring-oring day :(
Fire drill made me so blur, I think if there’s really a fire I’ll be the first one to die.

Yesterday was an unlucky day for me.
Pf, you know I woke up with this really bad hair.
Then for PE when I was daydreaming I got hit by a ball ON MY HEAD.
They still come seem to get over the joke till now.
Went for Sports Heats to support someone, then it rained so heavily.
Desperately tried not to get discovered but got discovered anyway. :/
But I guess for the rest of the day, it was sweet.
Daphne’s dad drove me home, tyvm.
Got free jam then got a phone call.
But was darn sleepy. Gah, gotta rush for NYAA!

Sometimes you don't get as much time to spend with the person you wanna spend time with. Pf, psk, then you feel reeeeally sucky.

Reeeeally

2009-03-01T19:26:00.006+08:00

Lookielookie: Me and Daphne's conversations are very de violent.

Love like a thunderstorm

2009-03-01T19:02:00.002+08:00

Today’s reeeeally cool! So much better than I expected.
One bad point though, didn’t really talk much to someone today.

Tsk tsk tsk, we’re all busy people.

Its funny to have someone so big be so cute. :)

Anyway, today went to do emcee script with Dihao, Daphne tagged along.
Was suppose to meet him at one, so at 2.30

I msged him to msg me when he reached there.

He replied me that he reached already!

I was shocked lah, lucky when he wait for us he never complain.

Got to know that Dihao is actually reeeeally nice and funny!

Daphne: I just like to be with funny people. (LOL@her.)

First we went to the library, then we got chased out by the librarian, sortof lah.

She said one more time and we had to get out.

So we left lo, we didn’t really wanna stay there anyway, GOT NO TABLE LEY!

Dihao and Daphne haven’t had lunch yet, so we went LJS to eat and also to do script (there got table ley!) LJS was packed, so we went to Subway but also got no seats, KFC also had no seats. Then we gave up and went to Food Junction and ate my first Pepper Lunch! :D
Doing the script was super fun!

Actually come to think of it, I’m happy that Dihao did it with me, I don’t think I could have managed alone. Somemore he has more experience.

Then Dihao had to rush back home to finish his homework.

Daphne accompanied me to buy pens then we home-d with bubbletea.

Gah, does not seem interesting.. But it was still darn awesome!

Wanted to take picture with Dihao but forgot lo. Tsk.

World without strangers

2009-02-28T14:43:00.005+08:00

Yoohoo(something I notice Mr Matthew likes to use)

New url: Jumpinghearts. I like it!

Daphne has been giving me crap suggestions, Eunice has been giving me no suggestions.

Finally inspiration came.

Its only the afternoon and I feel exhausted already.

Woke up early in the morning and mommy brought me out.

When to cut hair and this new hair place, its reeeally good. The hairdresser was very good.

Then mommy told me to go BPP to get school shoes myself and kill time while she had her hair massage thing.

Went to library, got shoes, helped mommy with grocery shopping.

I think I'm gonna finish my homework by tonight so I can revise tomorrow.

Have to prepare stuff for the script tomorrow somemore. Tsk.

Boys will be boys, to them everything is the same.

Glitter ghosts

2009-02-27T22:37:00.005+08:00

I don't know if I should consider a good day or a bad day.
Mixed feelings. :/

I ate in chinese class today and I knew how to do my ci yu ce yan.
Then I screwed up the Geography presentation and I'm happy the next geog project I'm doing it with someone I know.
After that, I got sabo-ed for SS debate.
Heard some crap from someone during amaths, which made me lose focus thus the very many careless mistakes.

Guides was great, taught a bit of stationary drills to the sec ones.
Now I know how Rani felt when she saw the horse kicks we made last time.
Campfire prep was awesome, I finally settled a time with Dihao.
I realised that scouts are really nice.

I forgot what I had to say but all's well now.

I sticked my name sticker on my property!

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle - Plato

(So very true)

You've got a smile that could light up this whole town

2009-02-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

I JUST GOT DAMN ARSED MALOO!OMG SHIT!

HE WILL SURE LAUGH HIS ARSE OFF!

Shall not think about this now.

Had Biology after school today :/ Then went to find Daphne, Huiting and Jason at Teck Whye Macdonalds, to supposedly discuss something.

Thankyou very de much, Shiya for lompang-ing me there.

Stayed at Macdonalds till the rain stop then homed.

Very de funny, all that camwhoring/song playing/eating/gossiping etc.

This picture is awesome, the expressions are darn cool.

Thankyou very de muchy, Daphne Kua for your phone with no good resolution.

Cool guides and scouts bonding, yeah!

Bloody, had to keep my mind off getting maloo. Sheesh.

As such

2009-02-22T14:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Thinking Day and Founder's Day people!

Yesterday was the celebration @ the indoor stadium.

Met Daphne, Huiting and Yiting for breakfast.

Saw seniors, Eunice came, everyone bus-ed to school together!

I knocked down a cup of orange juice and got a free cup! Yay! The Macdonald people are so nice!

Reached school, TS camwhored.

The pictures are very de much better than the last.

Then indoor stadium, tried finding DLSS brownies but was unsuccessful. :(

MDM IS BACK AND SHE IS COMING ON WEDNESDAY!

OMG OMG OMG,MISS HER VERY DE MUCHY!

Me, Eunice and Daphne went out to buy food, then got this evil woman who stopped us.

Wtf! We went down to the stairs below the toilet(I know) to eat sandwiches cos we were very de hungry.

Then the woman followed us or something, we got so sad, we went to hide beneath the stairs.

LOLOL!

Then talked to mdm, I super miss her!

Guides own was reeeeally nice, the whole celebration ended 1 and half hours early tho.

Tried to find Wann Qin buddy after that, damn unsuccessful.

LJS-ed with Rani, Alicia, Eunice and Daphne.

I'm just kindof pissed off with Butter right now.

I could give you fifty reasons

2009-02-22T14:11:00.004+08:00

The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving?
I think you and I should stay the same

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

It cannot wait, I'm yours

2009-02-20T20:38:00.004+08:00

Damn arsed today, both happy and sad at the same time.

Met Daphne and Eunice for breakfast today.

Had burger and milo @ macdonalds.

Then then, I forget to bring my hat.

For some reason, I almost fainted in contingent.

I have no idea why, the more I think about it the more bad I feel.

I wanted to do this Thinking Day good, since it was the last for our seniors.

I'd rather have everyone to scold me for falling out.

But maybe, if Ms Tham didn't drag me out, I could have persisted on.

Thankyou to the many many people who were so concerned for me when you knew I was unwell.

I'm sorry if I couldn't return a smile.

(I have no idea why me crying has spread to so many people)

Thats for the start of the day.

Lesson were the same, Ms Lum didn't come so hurray!

I hate SS!

Then there was CCA, seniors went to sign up for their Os, so the sec 3s had to entertain the rest for awhile.

We teached them Gako The Frog, quite unsuccessfully. :/

Then there was a song session, to go through the songs for Thinking Day.

Wow, my voice almost no more liao lo.

I can still remember the first thing Glen said when he saw me today: Waa, Youxin bang zhe yang look so retarded.

LOL, I looked sooo gay with my guides polo and plaits.

Didn't wanna remove my plaits if not my hair will look like a bush!

Then I got physically and sexually(almost) harrassed, tortured and abused.

I looked like I got raped by many people, like Michelle, Huiting and Yiting.

Omg those people, too bad I'm STR888888888888888888888888888!

By the time almost all my guilt for falling out was gone UNTIL the walk home.

Omg, thinking about it again made me reeeeally sad.

At least I have someone to sayang me.

Oh well, tomorrow's Thinking Day celebration @ indoor stadium.

Time for some good cheer, must maintain the spirit and I want many many pictures!

I guess when you love someone, you have to try to love his flaws too

/edit

Something I find reeeally cool, courtesy of Pooja.

Life is so plastic and fun! - Pooja

People

2009-02-15T12:25:00.001+08:00

Eventhough now I have my loverboy, one thing I want you guys to know that I'll never neglect you guys. So don't worry, nothing much is gonna change k? I'm still the same ol' Youxin. I'll always be there for you guys. :) You people should know, you're one of the most important individuals in my life, without you guys I'm nothing. And whats Youxin when she's nothing? Pure spastic.

My hero is you

2009-02-14T11:31:00.003+08:00

Heheheh, thankyou for the many many people for the valentine gifts yesterday.

I love you all, and I don't dare to write names cos I scared I'll leave some out.

All mean loads to me, thankyou thankyou. :)

Those 3 people who gave me the most meaningful valentines day gifts ever.

I think you know who you are lah.

I'm actually thinking of closing down this blog, or maybe I'll just blog less. Most prolly the latter.

Yesterday in guides, we learnt role call.

Very very very fun, I hope I'll still be able to do it till I pass out next year X:

Presentation was great, Yanyu's manga class was great too.

Sunflower changed our physical recreation to a slacky PT.

We didn't get any award this year unfortunately.. But TS will work towards gold! So we're not discouraged at all!

Class is great, I should try to concentrate and talk less to Ziyuan.

Glen's brother teaches sucky maths.

50 more bucks to go for guides carnival coupons. Jiayou!

Might be you

2009-02-11T20:16:00.008+08:00

I have seriously been asking myself this question, what keeps me going?
Hm..

LOL, I HATE ZIYUAN LO.
He is so bad, tell me help him buy things still call me names.
Guo fen lo, him.

Whee, PT is fuuuun!
I love you, Eunice my lovely sec one junior!
Hahah, what a wonderful day.

Private blog updated?

Picturesque beauty

2009-02-09T19:06:00.004+08:00

ZOMGZOMGZOMGZGOMG!

I love my parents!

Today during the field trip to Sungei Buloh(I'm so happy to be w/ Mr Chen Yingtong)

I got a msg: Come back home now, we have a new member to the family.

AND I STILL THOUGHT IT WAS A RELATIVE THATS GONNA STAY OVER LOL.

To my suhprise..

A 3 MONTH OLD JACK RUSSELL PUPPY! AKA. RUSSELL!

I know I look frickin' tired.

But thats because I ran all the way home!

ZOMG, she's gorgeous.

Its like love at first sight.

Isn't she adorable? She likes me to sayang her and sleep on my lap.

She is soooo cute when she runs, her ears go flappy flappy!

She makes sneezing sounds!

I totally loveeee her.

But its a new environment so she's still not used to it.

Soon, I'll be able to bring her to poo poo and pee pee downstairs.

AND YOU ALL KNOW WHY SHE IS SO DARN CUTE?

Cos she's a pure breed!

Btw, the name was given to her by pops.

Aiyah, no time to blog, I wanna go chao my baby!

Be the man you want to be

2009-02-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

Ahah! My priv blog is open! Currently only TS is invited, those who want to get invited tell me hor.

Anyhoo, came back from Yiting's house.

We had our Valentine tryout.

Heard that they were good.

I love Bonnie! Hohohoho, loving my class people more and more.

I/M :O

Last straw

2009-02-08T11:59:00.002+08:00

I'm tired, gah.

Going to Yiting's house for SS project latuh.

*Omg, I love Jason Mraz*

Don't feel like staying at home, gonna bring lappie latuh.

I'm gonna get a private blog gah.

It was always burning

2009-02-07T17:52:00.003+08:00

(The only reason why I like this picture: Cos my arm looks thin and tan)

Hah, these few days, I feel that my blogging has been very sucky lo.

So I have deleted the posts!

These few days I have my i/m. X:

Actually I'm thinking of not blogging.

Haiyah, I dunno lah, see first.

Whoohoo, pops getting me a big white board! :O

Campfire/Guides/Studies/Friends/Someone = Stress

But I'll manage.

Melt your headaches and call it home

2009-02-03T19:31:00.005+08:00

Life's finally turning up.

All's well.

Team Sexy is back, stronger and more hardcore than ever.

You know, a fight can make you realise alot of things you're wrong about.

(Even though you bloody don't want to admit it)

Okay, I never really tell anyone about this.

Mrs Lim changed our seat during PC.

Not sitting with Hazimah anymore, sitting with Ziyuan now.

But I think I love my new place, noisy sial.

Have Glen, Yiting, Mandy, Hseanhean and Jingwei.

They sibei lame loooo, but I like!

Hopefully, Ziyuan talks more? Hah.

Later he dian Mandy again :O

Hopefully, some other things will be better too :)

I don't want to lose out and I'll try not to.

Tripping eyes and flooded lungs

2009-02-01T19:42:00.008+08:00

Happy things:

Oh yes, I went shopping with Pooja today.

Awfully happy today, cos my revenue was great!

Spent a bomb, on food and clothes.

There's still this huge vintage jacket thing, I'm saving up to buy it.

I got 3 dresses, one whom I bought freaking last minute cos I didn't wanna go back empty handed from the shop but its pretty anyway.

And my stockings!

Gah, I hope they'll last. I bought the expensive ones lo, so xin tong.

But nevertheless, I still love them like mad. :D

Its been so longggg, since I've had such a great shopping trip.

6 blisters, but its worth it, for all that relaxation.

Next weekend anyone wanna book me?

I wanna wear my dressie out leyyyyyyyyzxc.

~~Things that I want certain people to know~~:

~~I'm gonna be clear and straightforward.~~

~~I won't hide this from you, I'm upset and not in the wrong.~~

~~I don't give a fuck about it anymore.~~

~~Period.~~

~~Some things don't worth as much as you think they do.~~

~~You don't mean as much to some people as you think you do.~~

~~Better to be more realistic huh.~~

~~If its fear, well they must be cowards.~~

~~Maybe a slap would have be less painful.~~

Playful lips made of yarn

2009-01-31T15:32:00.008+08:00

Sorry, deleted cos I don't feel like looking at them, no point aye?

People don't know, I only get jealous because that person means something to me.

They don't know, they'd think I'm petty.

But for some reason they won't tell me, whats the use?

No, I don't want to be second best. Its either first or I'd rather not be.

I missed your skin when you were east

2009-01-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today was good bah, maybe except the last part which I felt reallyyyyy sucky.

Had PT first time in a long long time. :O

Exercise is good, yeah.

I need a good weekend.

A good weekend without people, just me and the books and shopping and exercise.

My leg muscles are fucking solid lah!

Have to lost fats and muscles!

I think I wanna ask Odelia whats her secret to pretty pink cheeks.

Pfff, she can have pretty pink cheeks NATURALLY!

How good is that?!

(Whats men talk?)

Hm, tomorrow people gonna come my house bai nian.

Hazimah damn shocking today lah.

She came to me and said "Heheh, Youxin I saw you when you were going home yesterday"

I was like *shock*

!@#$%:

Aiyah, I just found out something bloody funny.

:8D PIG PIG PIG!

At least I think it looks like a pig lah.

And there's this place called Coffee County in Albama :O

The name is sooooo cool!

I'm gonna wiki tribes later.

I love wikipedia, it has become one of my favourite webbies :D

I feel so gay, I have nothing to say. GAH!

Something more than a marvel

2009-01-29T19:58:00.003+08:00

Ooh, I don't blog often now.

I realised I got a mosquito bite on one of my toes :(

Gah, showed TS plot today.

Eunice thought it was better.

I'm really sorry for being such a crazy bitch, scolding you on the phone but I can't help it.

At least it got rid of my frustration and things are better now. :)

Finished up things in the library, homed.

Yesterday, I had the best discussion with scouts.

It has never been so enjoyable and funny before.

I learned alot from Zhimin, Harris and Elger.

But they are damn funny! :D

Let the sky kiss your feet

2009-01-26T23:33:00.001+08:00

When your desires are strong enough you will appear to possess superhuman powers to achieve - Napoleon Hill

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

2009-01-26T18:56:00.003+08:00

Just came back from bai nian-ing.

So many people pat my head, say they can't recognise me anymore yada yada yada..

I'VE GOT A NEW BABY NEPHEW!

His name is Yu Zhe.

He is sooooo adorable and makes squeaky sounds.

And he doesn't know how to high 5!

This is the weirdest Chinese New Year ever.

Almost everyone was saying they can't recognise me. T.T

Actually can't blame them since I rarely see any other relative besides my immediate family.

And all my cuzzies are kinda old.

Like yesterday went for reunion dinner in my uncle's place, everyone was asked to drink beer except me cos I'm underaged.

So awkward for me lah.

Hm, currently waiting for people to come my house bai nian.

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Sandman

2009-01-25T11:53:00.013+08:00

My bag was ripped by gentle Daphne on friday ._.

Yaaaa lor, she so shu nu hor?

Gah!

Ah!I found this picture on the school portal!

I know I'm damn slow k?

I went through the pictures before but didn't realise got this picture.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE THE BEST LO!

Taken on the first day of the UG trip thus I don't look haggard/tired etc.

Though this is not the only picture I took on the first day but in all the other pictures I look spastic and gay loooo.

Still have pictures of us teaching the little boy how to edelweiss.

But whatever lah, my hair is damn spastic.

I miss Xu En and UG Trip :(

Yes yes, I'm in a good mood.

Cos Yanjiang extended my deadline!

Life is suddenly getting better? :)

I have no idea why, heh.

Its strange cos I've been becoming vulgar, so is Eunice and Daphne.

Must be influenced by the scouts :O

It's hard to beat a person who never gives up - Babe Ruth

To warn the alliance, TS won't be beaten cos we never ever give up.

WE'RE DAMN HARDCORE OKAY!

/edit

Dang, I sumpah I'll jio Pooja out next week!

Hm, maybe shall hit the treadmill later. :/

Waliaozxc, Breakeven by The Script is sooooo getting on to me.

The taste of questions

2009-01-24T17:21:00.004+08:00

Not getting a cat anymore!

YAYAYYAYAYAY!

Pretty flowers need the sun, this applies to everyone

I think I want to be someone's sun. :)

Even though I didn't screw today up, I hope I won't screw any other day up.

I'm drawing a clear line between studies, guides and personal life.

Guess its working so far.

Heheheh *haven't get over it yet* mah.

Anyway after cny, most prolly gonna spend $$ on shopping.

I miss the power

2009-01-24T10:38:00.007+08:00

Gah, today..

I hope I won't screw today up with what I'm gonna say.

It might put off someone who is somewhat important..

I hope it won't though, I want positive response.

But I already said, it depends on how you look at it.

I don't want to be a kid anymore.

I don't want to be so dependent on TS anymore.
I don't want you people to keep worrying I'll get upset etc, thus preventing me from doing this.
Let me take care of myself for once, okay?
But of course, if I come back upset, you're welcomed to scold me and everything.
At least I know you people really love me :)
You guys will still be at the top no matter what happens, even if you all don't think so.
Sometimes, its so difficult to make you people understand.

Everyone thinks I'm joking aren't they?

*Thanks people for support*

/edit

Actually I'm kindof scared/nervous/worried/very very very nervous and scared and worried

/edit

Oh yes oh yes, I'm gonna blog about something happy.

Eunice thinks I'm a lucky pig again.

Anyhoo, Pops decided to buy a kitten for us.

Actually adopt from SPCA.

But I don't want!

I can't imagine when it becomes a cat!

Then it'll scratch here scratch there.

Zomgy, sooooo creepy.

So I told Pops and my sisters(who are extremely excited for the dang kitten) if that animal comes near me I'll whack its head promptly.

Hah! Then Pops said if I treat the kitten nicely he'll get me a puppy. *watermelon*

But provided I take full responsibilty for it lah.

Of course I will! But its name have to be somewhat linked to mine.

Gah, but I'm getting a puppy!

They told me about the blue blue sky

2009-01-23T20:01:00.004+08:00

I said I'm not gonna back out that means I'm not gonna back out.

Don't think too much of yourself, frankly we don't care.

Too bad, bitch.

Stress is not gonna get the better of me.

I have my TS bffs and bestie to be there for me!

/edit

To be frank, I don't know what I want.

/edit

Daphne, tyvm, at least I think I know what I want.

I hope I'm not going to screw tomorrow up.

I hope things will remain they are or even better.

The sound of sirens.

2009-01-22T21:19:00.006+08:00

They're starting a war aren't they? We be on our guard.

I think stress is eating into TS.

I'm in an extremely bad mood now.

But for myself, even though I can feel the stress flooding in but I don't admit.

I die die also won't back out.

Cos this is the only campfire we're planning.

We're going to make this the best campfire ever, that will go down in cckss history.

(Thanks, Yanjiang for morale boost)

Um, btw the previous post was total crap.

I'm so dingdong that I didn't think of the reason.

Might be falling sick but I don't want to.

Chinese New Year's coming, but I don't seem to feel much of the festive mood.

Pops says that I'll feel it by tomorrow.

Oh well, hopefully.

I'm trying to control my mood and temper these few days.

I'm sorry to TS if I was damn crabby today.

Not going to say anything about the scouts, cos I don't want anymore unhappiness.

I'm currently going to pretend that nothing happened.

Because before we get this clear, I'm not going to point fingers and blow my top.

Now the most important thing is to get this campfire done the best.

TS, lets not let this kindof shit down us cos its not worth it.

And we apologise to the guides for letting SOME PEOPLE do spam our guides blog.

Those people know who they are, I hope they feel guilty and come to apologise.

Before we go and interrogate and kill.

I really hope someone decent can be emcee, even Yongjie is okay.

I just hope scouts won't take this campfire lightly, cos we don't.

My life seems like a total drab recently huh.

But there are certain things that brighten up my day, and yes, TS is one of them. :)

Hm, don't think will be going back DLSS tomorrow.

No mood, too busy and its kindof boring now.

Tell you people something honest, I hate alot of people today.

I'm not losing it

2009-01-19T20:52:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously pissed off.

Why is it no matter what I do can't keep TS satisfied?

You all keep saying I ps you all.

You people tell me cos I don't inform you all before hand so I ps you all.

Fine, I tell you guys before hand, but at the end you guys still get pissed off with me.

I ask whats the problem, you have nothing to say.

I ask you what you want me to do you also have nothing to say.

Seriously if you answer those 2 questions, I'll know what to do, cos I know the cause of the unhappiness.

But now its YOU ALL ARE NOT WILLING TO TELL ME THE BLOODY CAUSE?

How is it gonna solve all this?

Don't tell me you people wanna keep accusing and get pissed off and say I ps you all for day one and the next day and tell me its a joke?

Too bad, my humor level is too high to take this kindof joke.

And because of this kind of shit, I can't tell you any problems cos you all will keep saying I ps with you all.

You people think my temper is too good.

TS are my bestest bffs, but when it comes to things like this I would expect more than just this kind of crap treatment.

I let you all joke with me yada yada, and not people get this kind of treatment from me.

Wtf, I think I'm angry and its only because I don't know how to make it up to all of you.

But not right now

2009-01-18T12:53:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to dislike this certain person ALOT.

I think I'm showing it, what a bitch.

Anyway, went for a no point bbq yesterday.

Saw my little muffin.

Yada yada yada, never got a chance to study my maths.

I wanna be emcee with Jeremy,hm.

/edit

Wheeeeee, suddenly I'm kindof excited for school.

Oh oh!I forget to say, WE HAVE 10 SEC ONES.

Most are quite quiet, its expected lah.

But there's one thats kinda loud.

Her name is ahhh, Helen (?)

SERIOUSLY I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY SHE MIGHT BE THE SECOND ME

No one can be the second Youxin.

Humph. :D

Time

2009-01-16T18:25:00.004+08:00

Actually today is suppose to be a very happy day for me.

I'm emcee for campfire most prolly, hope there won't be any last minute changes.

But I really feel like crap.

Today, I realised I have hurt feelings of others and neglected some of the bestest friends I can have in the world.

(This sounds incredibly cheesy but I don't care)

I seriously don't know what to do..

I took so many people for granted.

All that nonstop support they have been giving me,

Bloody hell, this sucks.

I'm actually looking forward to the weekend.

No more answering questions, no more paranoid feelings (trying to resist), no more facing people that scare me.

I have to get some peace and catch up with my studies, nothing seems to go in my head currently.

Maybe Darren's right, I'm not learning maths the right way.

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

2009-01-15T18:50:00.004+08:00

Haven't been using lappie much.

Charger's not connected so when the battery finishes Imma off it.

Trying to limit myself to as little internet access as possible.

Trying to change all my bad habits.

Suddenly think that Mr Tan Junijie is nice too bad he is a boring little man :(

Maybe its because I fell asleep in his class yesterday.

I didn't realise until Hazimah woke me up.

I hate starting the day with his class lo, his voice makes me very sleepy.

I think I'm starting to get better with my class. :)

It feels good that the sec one orientation is over.

I don't think its successful though the sec ones liked it.

I told them how I felt about guides and how it changed me yada yada yada.

I really appreciate the fact that 4 have actually put guides as their first choice.

Maybe for other UGs they can showcase their best points.

But for guides, you don't know whats the best about guides until you become one. :D

(Sounds like eunice)

Bloody hell, everything was so rushed.

But have several people to thank lo:

Mr Zoo who gave me a lighter.

NPCC seniors who helped us pick coconut husk.

Scouts for changkul, being extra and helping.

Matthew for catching the frog.

LOL, Jeremy says campfire's coming.

Omg, I really wanna be emcee!

I've wanted to be emcee since dunno when.

And I'm soooo nice to Jeremy lo, help him do his survey until soo good.

Oh yes! Most of all I wanna thank my TS!

Kizz kizz kizz :*

HOHOHOHOHO AND I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD,

MY BIG BROTHER GOT 14 POINTS FOR HIS O'S! :D

Actually minus his cca and NYAA is 12 points lo.

Wheee I love my big brother!

He and Eric are going to the same JC! :O

And most surprisingly my brother slimed down and he is going to be venture for his scouts troop!

I HAVE A COOL MUSCULAR VENTURE BROTHER!

Yay! I'm so happy.

Anyway, his 12 points gave me a target of how much I want to score for my Os.

He claims I'm incredibly stupid and he doesn't love me at all.

I shall prove to him I'm not incredibly stupid.

Its weird that he is turning 17 this year.

That means he is gonna go army soon, in 2 or 3 years time?

Eeyer, I don't want him to go ley.

Who will be giving me free chocolate and fatty foods?

Who will teach me to play the new gory games?

Who will give me god mode and let me kill virtual people like mad?

BAH! And who will bring home hot guys? :(

Maybe he'll get to know some scouty venture people in his venture course.

Then he'll become muscular like a piece of ham and many pretty girls will love him.

Maybe he won't be moodswinghy and grouchy anymore :)

Venture brother!

Its too cliche / Muster Parade Saga

2009-01-11T14:44:00.011+08:00

Deleted the pictures from my previous post.

Cos I got the pictures I wanted so decided to post them all!

Was really high yesterday.

Rani almost didn't wanna let me see the NCC pictures ):

Tried to categorise the picturez as neatly as possible? LOL

LOL, and I posted more at TS.

But gonna post the ones I like the best and mean the most to me here :)

Photo credits: Rani, Heather, Daphne, Eunice and Yours Truly

Eunice

Brother / Igor / Yanna / Party animal / Monkey King / Bomb:

The bomb to my sex. LOL, sounds frickin' horny.

Too bad I'm the sex.

We were suppose to look like cancer patients but I guess we look too healthy.
Pretty Pretty Shihui

Sometimes I stand beside I feel so plain !@#$%
BAH! You can see the shadow of my bangs on my face ley.
My face D:
June

The one who has the valley and biggest boobs in sec 3 cck guides 09'
Daphne's out of the picture, whoops.
Huiting

HT HT HT HT HT!
I love this lah, the light seems to be coming from her forehead or something :O

Bloody candid, aiyah Daphne is happy cos she is the photographer.

Daphne

Seriously, I have no idea why I have the most pictures with her. Boo.

*Watermelon*

Team Sexy / TS

Sometimes I think TS sounds like VS, oh well both are sexy anyway.
Act shu nu
I have no idea what I was doing.
I was suppose to be the queen and they were suppose to be taking care of me but see Daphne and Eunice?! They don't geddit! ):

TS w/ Alicia :D

CCKSS 1ST COY

(Those who went to the parade lah) My 2nd family, my life

I didn't wanna stand beside Michelle lo, she keep wanna cover my face ):

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!I'M KEEPING THIS FOREVER!
This picture is awesome cos it shows that my hat was seasoned perfectly!

But its kindof hard to find me :/
Guides and scouts combine contingent!

Yanjiang looks seriouz.

Mommy just came back from Thailand.

She bought many things for meeeeeee :D

I have to mug now ):

I shouldn't have but NO! I shall resist!

BAH! Have mixed and unsure feelings. :/

SO SHALL NOT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION

Sounds like some kind of war thing. Too much history.

Winding roads

2009-01-10T17:49:00.008+08:00

Today was the first muster parade of the year.
It was very very short.
I think we sucked.
For some reason, Rani doesn't think so. How weird.
After the parade, camwhored, lunched and homed.
Zomg, I'm bloody sick of kfc.
For some reason don't like to blog now.
But anyway, pictures are to be up for grabs in TEAMSEXY'S BLOG
Only uploading those I have, still have many with Daphne, Rani and Heather.

/edit

You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw you hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

Maybe I'm just berating myself.

!@#$%

Its here

2009-01-09T22:25:00.001+08:00

I'm so damn motivated now, I think.

Omg, but I'm also scared it'll be epic fail.

But I'll just do my best and get over it if I don't get it.

I HAVE MANY MANY PEOPLE SUPPORTING ME YAY!

If you get there before I do

2009-01-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

Its been such a loooooong time since I blogged, I think?

Sec 3 life is really kindof more stressful.

For the whole week, I have been reaching home real late, its exhausting. :(

When I reach home I'll be all tired then I'll do my homework.

The next day I'll be falling asleep in amaths etc.

BAH!I hate falling asleep in class.

I already promise myself I'll study hard this year and not slack or I'll be bald lo.

!@#$%

NO, I SHALL NOT BE BALD!

I wanna have long long hair!

Speaking of long hair, I SHALL BE TYING PLAITS TOMORROW!

With my new bangs down ley!

Hohohohoho, its been eons since I last tied plaits.

Finally, my hair is long enough again.

I bloody regret going to the hairdresser chopping of my pretty long hair last time.

I wanna grow back my pretty long hair ley!

I seriously don't know what was going through my mine when I chopped off my hair.

Bloody hell.

Must make my maid tie my hair tomorrow.

DIE DIE MUST TIE.

Now I don't want to think about anything else except to settle into sec 3 life. :/

Even though its been a week, but I'm not sure if I've settled in everything already.

Need time to adapt bah.

Headache headache headache.

I seriously hope tomorrow's parade will be good.

JY GUIDES!

Rivers turn to roads

2009-01-04T16:14:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feel like wearing guides full U and plaits.

PLAITS PLAITS PLAITS.

My bag is soooo heavy ):

Was too lazy to go lot one so went limbang to buy stationary.

The files were all so ugly!

At the end, I only bought 2 pens, 1 highlighter and a notebook.

T.T

Shall go hunt for a file tomorrow maybe.

TOMORROW HAVE GUIDEZXC AND TEAM SEXY!

But I think we should really change our attitude.

I don't wanna think about this, or I'll get pissed again.

Fancy

2009-01-03T11:41:00.006+08:00

Wanted to blog yesterday. :/

But pops accidentally disconnected the broadband wire, we only realised this morning.

I'm kindof bloated now, pops brought me out for breakfast!

Maybe shall go out with Pooja tomorrow, since its been a gazillion years since we last went out.

God, I mizz her.

First Day of School

Everyone is talking about it.

Lets talk about class 3/5.

I'm feel weird and somewhat insecure. X:

Espeacially when Mrs Lim (New form teacher who looks very strict) changed my place from sitting infront of Jingwei. ):

But I guess its still okay.

Since I'm already stuck there might as well try to make new friends.

I hope I won't take too much time to adapt in the new environment lo.

I just want to study hard and get good grades.

NO more slacking this year.

I really have to manage my time this year, if not I'll be overly stressed lo.

Bet sec 3 is gonna be fun :D

I'm both scared and excited.

But I don't think my class isn't as noizy as I thought it would be.

Oh ya oh ya!

My class has 4 students from other countries. :)

And my class is kindof small, we only have 36 students ley :/

Our classroom is very spacious.

So no matter what we're doing, teacher can see.

Oh well, at least it'll help me concentrate :D

After class went to find Team Sexy.

Met guider, did outdoor cooking.

Roasted marshmallows, sweated like crazy.

Cos kept running around.

After outdoor cooking went to finish up guides board with Eunice.

ZOMG, our guides is seriously the prettiest and most eyecatching.

Even though I still think the scouts one is kinda cool in a simplistic way. :/

Eunice and I sat there and admired our pretty pretty guidez board.

Then returned to guides room and the rest of Team Sexy walked her to the gate.

Saw the NCC practicing for parade, did a bit of footdrill.

Went back to guides room.

Discussed, met guider, discussed.

I feel bad, very bad.

Thankyou Team Sexy for always being there to help me. :)

LOVE YOU GUYZXC!

Also must thank the NCC for opening the gate, if not for them we will have to climb the gate to go back home. :/

Have to finish up my proposal! :O

AND AND THERE'S CCA EVERYDAY NEXT WEEK!

Team Sexy is soooooo happy! :D

2009 / Whatever that feels like home

2009-01-01T01:28:00.008+08:00

AHHH!FIRST POST OF THE YEAR! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY,NAZHIFFI!
Its kinda fun to know a new year baby. X:

I hope to have a wonderful 2009 :)
And hope you guys do too.

I'm happy cos:
1. This marks a brand new beginning.
2. I'M OFFICIALLY UPPER SEC :D
3. AND I'M E.X.C.I.T.E.D AND E.C.S.T.A.T.I.C

lol.

/edit
This year, I'm gonna change for the better, hopefully.

New Year Resolutions 2009
1. Be a more hardworking student.
2. Get nothing below a B4 (besides PE and Olympics class) or even better top 3 in 3/5
3. Manage my time well for guides, studies and fun.
4. Be more thrifty.
5. Lose weight.
6. Be more responsible and seriouz.
7. Be less distracted.
8. Get promoted to PL of sunflower
9. Go OBS
10. Emcee for next campfire X:
11. GUIDES TO GET PNA GOLD!
12. Not to lose all my loved ones.
13. Team Sexy to be closer than ever!

I know I'm kind of greedy.
But I don't care, I'll work hard to make them all come true. :)
like what Huiting always say: When there's a will, there's a way!

/edit
I was packing my bag for tomorrow just now.
And I found out ALL MY PENS NO INK LIAO
And I can't find my doggie clip
And I don't have any black rubber band !@#$%
My bag is biggie!

Shake the glitter off your clothes

2008-12-31T22:20:00.002+08:00

Shall put all in one post.

Comments on comments of my dedication
I'm being gay doing this, I know but I'm bored.

Btw, I deleted my friendster account so quit checking :/

Eunice Koh:
I can't believe you went to post:
i remember how we used to criticise tat hsiang until she rather screw crotch scratcher than die.
Now I hope no one ever knows who is crotch scratcher and I hope he doesn't know too.Cos if people wanna kill me I'll have to screw crotch scratcher.BUT AT LEAST ITS BETTER THAN BJ OR SHIT OR CRAZYI'm not mother lesbian or chicken wing!Yes, I know we did all sorts of bitchy things but I don't think we deserve to die.So I said the screwing thing, but hey! HE LOOKS LIKE AH WANG LO.So at least I get to screw a guy that looks like ah wang! You don't lo!But he'll have to marry me if he does that. LOL.Anyhoo, ROFLOL, I can't wait to see tat chasing us around with a knife.So funny! Then maybe we make him into a tai jian okay? :)LOVE YOU. HAO,EUNICE WOULD RATHER SCREW YOU THAN DIE

Too Tat Hsiang (if you ever read this):
Do you know that you're the one that brought me and Eunice together to be best friends? I really thank you even though I think you're fat, nipple ring-ish, irritating. But because you did such a nice thing unknowingly I shall boost your ego for you. YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL, CURVY AND SEXY. YOUR EYES SHINE IN THE DARK AND YOUR HAIR IS SILKY AND DANDRUFF-FREE. OOH. Okay, you should be happy now. I have returned you all the compliments I owed you.

Huiting:
YOU ARE THE MATT-IEST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN BESIDES MATT :D

Daphne:
I know you love me too muchy! I know you're crazy about me! I know you think I rock! AND I KNOW YOU LIKE GUYS WHO WEAR STOCKINGS AND MAKEUP. Seriouzly, when you try to cheer me up, you damn sucky lo. And now you like to use me as an excuze. Waliaozxc. I hope you'll get back together with eh hem lo. He looks like he is willing to change for you. :) And Daphne Kua muzt help me get promoted hor! And being irritating to you is a habit liao lah. Live with it okay!

Lets not pretend you're alone tonight

2008-12-31T11:43:00.004+08:00

Today's the last the of 2008.
Eunice is complaining to me how much she doesn't want 2008 to go.
Even though I'm excited for 2009 too, but I also don't want 2008 to go.
):
I can already forsee 2009.
I'll be busy studying, busy with guidez, recess with team sexy, lunch with eva, class with hazimah jingwei etc, study dates with pooja, new sec ones, new class, amaths, pure history.
Zomg, it'll be so different.

I hope team sexy will become more and more close.
Even though we're starting to get close.
Looking back, guides has really made a huge impact in my life.
4/5 of my best friends are found there.
It was kind of unexpected that those people I barely said anything to and those I had conflicts or misunderstandings with at the start of secondary one are my bestest friends now.
And it feels good.
I can still remember the FIRST time I walked in guides room,
(no offence to ANYONE) I found it weird X:
But then I love the smell now, the place.
ITS LIKE A 2ND HOME - quoted from Eunice Koh.
And if you all didn't know, last time Daphne and Eunice very bad to me one lo!
Tsk tsk tsk. :)
Last time I used to be very hot tempered and always don't like people.
You can ask Daphne.
But I think guides changed me lo. :)

And since its the last day of the year, I shall copy everyone and make like dedications!
Cos its the IN-thing now!
AND I SHALL FORCE PEOPLE TO DEDICATE TOO!
See I show my love, and do not say I'm not appreciative hor!

Team Sexy
You're the first on the list ley.

Eunice Koh: You're my brother cum best friend cum monkey king cum counterpart. LOL. We gave each other like 100000 nicknames and your latest one is IGOR. And I am not your mob. We've been through many many fights, and all for no reason at all (I think). Might not be your longest best friend, but you said I'm the number ONE best friend on the christmaz card I shall take it to heart. Even though we had the worst fights any other bestfriend people ever had but you're always there for me (when we're not fighting). Everytime I'm upset and I get all anxious and nervous, you'll be the calm one and know what to do. You're always there to tell me everything honestly. I know sometimes I am very gay, childish, immature, stubborn, noizy, crazy, weird, irritating etc. But thankyou for tahan-ing cos I know that you don't have much patience. I must also tell you, you must shower much more love and care to your baby cousin! And I am also not a chicken wing. But we've been through so much together I can therefore safely tell you, you're MY NUMBER ONE BEST FRIEND TOO! You must remember hor and memorise everything I wrote here! I LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAA. *WET RASPBERRY*

Daphne: One thing, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND YOU THINK I ROCK. :D We've known each other ever since p5. I can still remember we kept diaries. Sorry last time I always spill out your secrets but I swear is accidentally one! You know sometimes I just talk talk talk without thinking. But I'm trying to change. Thankyou for always be soooo forgiving. I can still remember last time we like the same person lo X: For some time in cckss, we were not friends cos we were pissed with each other then we were friends then just recently we became close again. I'm sorry I'm so irritaing sometimes but irritating you is fun lo, cos you won't scold me. I also wanna thank you for giving me advice time and time again. And hey! now you have someone to open up to already, stop keeping everything to yourself. Its unhealthy. ): You're starting to become louder muzt be me lah hor? Also thankyou for being such a good comsoler and listener. :) Anyway, ROFLOL!!!! YAY!

Huiting: I don't know if you'll ever read this. I know you didn't like me last time, I don't know about now. But I LOVE YOU! Hah, not because you're a part of team sexy but because you're funny, gay, rapey and horny. Actually I thought that you're serious and quiet. But after knowing you much better throught the team sexy meetings and everything, I found out YOU'RE NOT AS PURE AND INNOCENT AS OTHER PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE! You're so matt! Eeyer. Thankyou at laughing at all my horny jokes, makes me feel cool. Thankyou for bitching with me, I really like to bitch with you! HAH. But I realised you're a really nice person so I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU.

Shi Hui: My husband! Okay, but too bad cos now you're in love with someone else. ): You're always quite busy but I LOVE YOU ANYHOO. I dunno what to say, cos we always talk about random things but I know you're always very horny. :D So don't try act pure lah, make people think I'm horny. ): I STILL LOVE YAAAAA.

Other People
Good Ones

Eva: Honey! Even though we didn't have a very good past but we're real great now. :) All the longish phone calls, talks and everything. Its good to let out all to you. Sometimes I feel really bad cos I can't help you out, yet I took what you wanted. I'm sorry for that, but you didn't get pissed or upset in fact you're still real good to me. I hope you'll excel in your prefects, and it'll be coolzxc if you became the head prefect, heh. I know you hope I won't get together with eh hem. I really wanna thankyou for telling me all you know, even though it made me confused but it also made me realise that I must think carefully about my decision. :) I love you! And thankyou for always giving me so much support. I LOVE YOU. BRY BRY BRY.

Pooja: You've gone to India, I don't know what to say. I don't want us to drift apart just because we are in different classes. I have no idea what to say to you cos in 2008, you weren't really my friend. Maybe only when the year is starting to end. But before that you've been living under Karyn, and because of her, you threw our friendship away. I got over it, but sometimes you think about it.. But its great we're back now. :D I LOVE YOU!

Rani: I don't think you'll expect your name to be here, but I think I really have to thankyou. Now I know why you love guides so much lo. And yes, you're very motherly. I'm sorry if sometimes I'm not serious enough. But I'm trying to change. You're always there when I need help, thankyou. I don't want you to pass out. And I am not corrupted :D I LOVE YAAAAAAA.

Michelle: Yes, your horrible name is here too. You're always very motherly, I think. Thankyou for always looking out for me, whether it was in camp or UG trip. And because of that, I don't mind you bullying me. I know you have high hopes for me, I'm very happy that throughout sec one and two I stayed in sunflower. Cos sunflower is the best. :D I will do my very best to not let you down. Wheeee I LOVE YOU.

BAH BAH BAH GETTING CHEESY.
BOOHOO.

I hope that I'm changing for the better.
So I can make life for people around me much easier.
But I won't change much, cos if I do, I won't be the YOUXIN you all love sooo much!

Eh, Team Sexy actually if Magical Crotch Scratcher know that he is tt, it'll be soooo fun lah!

Bees to honey, ants to sugar

2008-12-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

I'm not in a good mood AGAIN.
Actually I had a good mood one lo.

Met Eunice, saw Huiting on the bus.
Then reached school, found Ms Tham.
Got key,guides-roomed.
I love the guides room, smell and everything. <3
Did quite alot today.
Recieved terrible news, shall not talk about it.
After all these things, I suddenly realised that team sexy means alot to me.
They were always there for me. I became much more bonded. I feel like I can tell them anything. :)
And about the table, I feel that I'm seriously in deep shit.
Now everyone is gonna think its me cos Youxin indirectly means rowdy and noizy and everything.
But I want to make this clear, I'M NOT THE ONE WHO BROKE THE TABLE.
Read my previous post.

Seriously, I feel ineffecient in the way I do things. :/

Starshine

2008-12-29T20:08:00.004+08:00

Basically, I'm not feeling very good now.
I'm sick,cold and headache-ish.
Maybe stress?ROFLOL.
I think this is going to be longish ley.

Imma start with what I did today bah.
Went to meet team sexy(minus shihui) 0830am.
Grumbled about wasted marshmallows.
Met guider, got key, went to guide's room hoping I'll be much more strict today.
Yeah, things went smoothly.
Maybe what went wrong on friday was that I wasn't there 3/4 of the time.
We managed to finish both boards in a much much shorter time.
End product was great, I'm very satisfied. :)

Went for lunch with Daphne, Eunice, Huiting, Yiting and Portia.
Went back, discuss performance with scouts, undid the gadgets, showed guiders the boards.
Then discussed about banner.
So we're not gonna have banner this year.
I admit, I want a banner, but come to think of it, Ms Tham is kind of correct also cos what matters is the quality of our cca.
But I still want a banner, though I'm not that upset about it anymore.
So don't worry lah, Rani. :)

Had footdrill.
Couldn't concentrate, cos had slight headache.
Sorry. :(

Stayed back in guides room with team sexy(minus Shihui) and Yiting..
Some chaos, accident, drama.
Everyone was surprizingly calm. :)
We really have some power hor, team sexy?

But most disppointing was that the person who was RESPONSIBLE for the bloody mess was just walking all over the room DOING NOTHING, ordering us to do things, when we had TOTALLY NOTHING to do with it yet cleaning up your shit FOR YOU, without even thanking us or showing a little gratitude, and you kept complaining about the stupid wound on your finger when someone else who was cleaning up your shit ALSO HAD A WOUND. She didn't even complain. When guider asked what happened, you SHUT YOUR MOUTH not even helping to giving a least bit of explanation throwing it to the 4 PEOPLE WHO HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT SHIT. After we covered up the whole thing, no sign of gratitude from you, no thankyou. And on the account you did it, you showed NO SIGN OF REMORSE. You amazed us with your cool and calm "I-had-nothing-to-do-with-it" attitude. WHEN YOU'RE THE CULPRIT. You're are really such a someone, clearly you amaze us. Think about it. You think this is what you SHOULD do?

Going back for guides tomorrow.
Vacuuming the place up.
I'm bound to meet some !@#$% people in my life anyway.
Sick sick sick.

Thankyou, Eunice.
For nonstop love and comfort just now.
Thankyou, Daphne.
For the nonstop not funny but gay jokes just now.
I love both of you more than you love me,k? :D
KIZZ KIZZ :*
I know you both care. :)

Electro shit

2008-12-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

I'm confused. ):

Hey, baby don't push your tragedies away

2008-12-28T18:15:00.004+08:00

AHAH!i found 2 things to cure my problem! :D
moshi monsters and how i met your mother!

how i met your mother is seriously awesomezxc.
gay,funny,stupid.

:D

waliaozxc,have to go buy marshmallows later.
maybe ask daphne if she wanna go buy with me. :/
i don't feel like using the computer anymore!
AND I WANNA WATCH THE CORNY AUSTRALIA!

/edited
suddenly don't feel like asking kua to pei me buy marshmallow anymore.
bah,go buy myself later.
getting very lazy lo.
haven't even eat yet. :/ i missed the jin guang shi jian.
LOL,WHATEVER.
feel like off-ing computer.
pffff,i go eat then run down to the ntuc.
byeeeeeeeeeeee.kizz kizz kizz :*

One hit wonder

2008-12-27T17:29:00.003+08:00

suddenly i feel kind of good. :)

i'm soooo excited about next year!

HOORAY!I'M GONNA BE UPPER SEC!

i can't wait to see the guys in long pants :O

You can't see me wanting you the way you want her

2008-12-27T11:54:00.004+08:00

don't ask me for my opinion if its not gonna matter.

oh ya,i forget to blog about something yesterday. :/
EUNICE GOT ME A CHRISTMAZ CARD.

thankyou,mk I LOVE YOU.
even though i think i'll like it much more if you didn't call me a top grade chicken wing.
see?i'm appreciative. :)
pff. (not a sound effect)

planning to slack away the remaining days.
not gonna have trial run i guess.
cos no one wanna trial run for us even shi hui's friends.
BAH!

and,
happy birthday, darren.

You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be

2008-12-26T18:08:00.003+08:00

today,I SCREWED UP. :(

like totally,i know no one mentioned told me but i know it wasn't good enough.

i should have been more prepared.

i'm gonna be much more detailed in my plan for monday.

i'm disappointed with myself.

and i'm not in a good mood with headache.

for the last few days of holidays:

MONDAY

Guides guides guides cum team sexy.

finish up plan.

TUESDAY

hopefully practise with scouts and pick up things for trial run.

WEDNESDAY

hopefully hopefully hopefully,trial run

so busy so busy.

He feels a million miles away

2008-12-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

:D

LOVE RANI CLUB!
(Cool) Prezident: PENG YOUXIN THE GREAT / DPYX :D
Vice-Prezident: Eva
Secretary: Shihui
Manager: Daphne / Gkua
Accountant: Huiting

ANYONE ELSE WANNA JOIN? :D

whee whee whee.
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT: Daphne Kua is gonna get me a wig for my birthday next year! :D
can't wait!
she knows what i want.
also,gkua tyvm for accompanying me to go buy the big fat boards today.
lovezxc you :D

i'm kind of happy and high now.
hohohohoho.
coz gkua tell me she likes bitchy men.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH,SO FUNNY.
lol.

Merry Christmas 08'

2008-12-25T13:06:00.002+08:00

Too bad christmas doesn't affect me. :)

hohoho,but hey! if you wanna get me a dog for christmas i won't mind. :D

i feel like getting married this instant.

get a hot angmoh husband. *grins*

anyway,was combing through other's archives for pictures for guides.

then i realised how much i love guides.

and everyone in guides.

even though guides is sometimes tiring,we have conflicts,we cry,we're unhappy but after that we grow.

i think the best decision i made in cckss was to join guides. :D

maybe shall go find my gkua later.

foreign language

2008-12-24T22:32:00.004+08:00

i feel abused! :O

by rani,daphne,shihui,huiting,eunice and everyone else possible.

THEY CHEAT MY FEELINGS!BOOHOO.

i love eunice,i wanna go out with her.

too bad she has to celebrate christmas.

waiting for pooja to go on msn again.

wanna webcam with her.

i miss her like crap.

i wanna complain.

lets start with daphne / gkua.

don't look at daphne's quietness.

she actually quite fierce and evil lo.

when team sexy went fort canning with her,we got the shock of our lives :O

*ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG GASP*

we were sitting under a tree on a bench.

the place was so pretty,everyone was in a good mood eating cookies.

we were talking about something nice nice.

then suddenly "EH KEEP TO THE TOPIC LAH!"

we turned and realised that it was DAPHNE!

*omg omg omg*

she does that repeatedly through the whole session except when we were camwhoring.

tsk tsk tsk.

AND IT HAPPENED TODAY AGAIN!

zomgy.

she was like screaming again.

no,daphne (manager of love rani club) i shall never try to leave to topic deliberately again(WHITE LIE).

hohohohhohohohoh.

OKAY BUT I STILL LOVE GKUA!KIZZ KIZZ KIZZ.

now,and i celebrate christmas with kebabs and sambal prawns and sambal stingray!

yum yum yum.

We're undescribable,too awesome.

2008-12-24T17:06:00.007+08:00

PICTURES FINALLEYH!
if you haven't noticed,my pictures are in a stupid random order.
its all blogger's fault.
but hey! at least i don't have to upload them one by one.

some castle fairytale like memorial,very very very pretty.

revenge,daphne posted my unglam picture!so i'm gonna do the same to her MUAHAHAHAH.

AND IS I TAKE ONE LO!

shihui (!)

we did this cos we wanted to prove that we actually went fort canning :D

I'M HARDWORKING KAY?

random X;

look at huiting's face!so unwilling! :O

timer ley!we so cool.

you're not the only hardworking one lo.

highlight of the trip:

WE SAW DAPHNE GOING MAD WHEN WE DIDN'T STICK TO THE TOPIC!HAHAHAH.

DAPHNE DID THAT TODAY TOO.

SO FUNNY X;

picture credits: SHIHUI THE ACCOUNTANT OF LOVE RANI CLUB

Falling head over heels, all over again.

2008-12-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry to people i'm behaving like total crap to.
lol.

there's still so much more to do.
i've been busy ever since monday.
but i won't be busy tomorrow,maybe i go help daphne with the fort canning thing or something. :/
went back to school this morning to meet team sexy again.
we wrapped up yesterday's leftover work and prep for friday.
i feel accomplished.
now,i know how the seniors feel.
we put in so much effort,hope that they will like it.
shi hui's friends are willing to do trial run for our amazing race.
i hope it'll work!
I'M EXCITED! :D
i think i love guides more than anything in the world.

can't go fishing with family on monday. :(
oh well,it'll be full of adults that i won't talk to anyway.

i hope my brain won't shut down after all these thinking and planning.
i feeling kind of tired but can't sleep. :/
BAH!
eunice thinks i ought to take a break.
but its too fun to stop X;
i love doing things for guides.
maybe i'm getting a bit weirdyyy,the same thing's happening to daphne lo. :O
its a cool thing anyway. :D

Oh, you make me dizzy.

2008-12-23T20:09:00.005+08:00

HALLOOOO PEOPLE!

just came back from fort canning with team sexy minus eunice.

WE DID SOMETHING K?

pictures with shihui.

but god,it was the most incredible time.

didn't have so much fun in ages.

shall post with pictures next time! :D

yeah,baby i'm in a good mood.whoohoo.

have to go school in the morning at 0930 tomorrow.

i don't like waking up early but for guides IT WORTH IT.

even the mosquito bites and abrasions i got today.

guides is my life.

fort canning isn't as simple as it is.

ANYONE INTERESTED TO GIVE TEAM SEXY'S AMAZING RACE @ FORT CANNING A TRIAL RUN?IT WILL BE FUN!COME FIND TEAM SEXY IF YOU'RE INTERESTED!DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU'RE A GUY OR GIRL.KIZZ KIZZ KIZZ :* :* TY!

btw,you can only come if you're not a guide. :)

i think i lost weight :S

BAH,PICTURES TRANSFER BLOODY SLOWLY CAN?

!@#$%

He is a love machine!

2008-12-23T11:10:00.002+08:00

going fort canning park with team sexy later minus eunice.

i have to lose weight.

ERIC IS COMING LATER.

too bad i'll have to go out.

work is piling up.

have to write proposal later.

You're like a drug to me, like my own personal brand of heroine.

2008-12-22T17:47:00.005+08:00

went to meet rani, went school together.
i was almost late lo.
met guider.
soooo,there's gonna be guides this friday and monday :D
whoohoo.
now i have to buy the boards for display.
i wanna faster do the banner ley :/
ncc,npcc and sjab already hang up theirs already.
I WANT GUIDES ONE TO BE UBER BIG.
heheh.
after that went to meet eva and eunice for muvee date.
since the muveee was 12.40 we went to eat ljs first.
eunice koh didn't eat cos she "claimed" that she ate crunchy wanton noodle before that.
watched twilight.

actually we wanted to watch angus,thongs and perfect snogging.

but they didn't show in lot one,tsk.

so we watched twilight.

i don't find the muveee good.

eva didn't understand.

even eunice the ding dong twilight fan didn't find it good.

i liked the storyline.

but i didn't like the actors or the acting.

edward and bella looked like they were dying to rape each other.

james looked like he was some weirdy porn addict (quoted from eunice)

i think the cutest guy in the whole muveee was bella's dad - charlie. :D

he is my favourite character!

except charlie,all the guys in the muvee looked gay.

i thought the muveee was gonna be good. :(

maybe i just made you plain uncomfortable.

You just see right through me.

2008-12-22T10:56:00.004+08:00

suppose to meet guider at 08.30 am today.

but she msg-ed me at 7 plus in the morning,when i'm suppose to wake up.

saying she can't meet me cos she had to bring her son(who is very cute) to school.

msg-ed rani that time was changed to 12.30 pm and went back to sleep.

I'M NERVOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

first time ley.

jy jy jy jy jy jy.

after meeting the guider,gonna meet eva and eunice for a muveee. :D

i feel that i waste too much $ on ridiculous things this hols.

TO CUT COST:

i'm going my muveee date in lot one T.T

i don't wanna waste my $ on travel.

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!

and I GOT MY BEATLES SHIRT ;O

I LOVE MY PARENTZXC.

You're a womanizer.

2008-12-21T22:04:00.001+08:00

DANG,

I WANT A DOG LAH.

my parents are going on a shopping frenzy currently.

boohoo,tomorrow i have to go meet guider and she haven't tell me the date yet.

wth.

Maybe when I come back,

2008-12-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

short post first.
have to go out. :/
I WANT TO SLIM DOWN!
anyway,now i smell of pops cologne.
cos,when i just woke up,groggy,frizzy haired and everything.
my pops was applying cologne,i went to ask what he was doing and..
HE WENT TO APPLY COLOGNE ON MY FACE!
now i smell it everywhere.
it smells good,but manly lo.
i don't want to smell manly! :3

Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer,
Oh womanizer, oh you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are, you you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (womanizer)

ITS JUST SO CATCHY :D

What were you looking for?

2008-12-20T18:57:00.005+08:00

nice nice? :D

i'm going to be very busy next week.

i'm happy!

i don't have to use gory games to waste my time away.

i have many dates just dunno how to schedule. :/

monday: meet guider with rani

tuesday: fort canning with team sexy

rest of the week: watch twilight and yes man with eunice

watch angus,thongs and perfect snogging with eunice and eva

go wild wild wet with yiting,eunice,june and eva

hand up initiatives to guider

brownie baking with eunice

force someone,anyone to go science centre with me

BAH,i'm so busy!

i noticed that this holiday was mostly about guides.

too bad my life revolves around guides. :D

but i like being busy,kind of.

at least i'll have something to do even though its totally pointless.

dang,yesterday i missed skip!beat cos was playing fallout 3 and lost track of the time.

gr.now have to go youtube watch.

anyway,

TO: DAPHNE KUA HUI LI

waliaozzzzzz how can you not know that orli have curly hair?humph,don't friend you liao.

i'm sooooo nervous about meeting guider.ZOMG.

i was looking through eunice's archive and mine.

i noticed that i was kind of fat last time lo.

and I'M STILL FAT,even though maybe i lost a kg or 2.

I'M GONNA BE A DIET WARRIOR!

OR LOSE WEIGHT WARRIOR.

whatever lah,lost weight can le. :D

EDITED (!) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION / WISH LIST

1. Get promoted to PL of sunflower and cheer IC

2. Go OBS

3. Top 3 in 3/5 '09

4. Guides to get PNA gold

5. Lose weight

6. Grow taller

7. Do my best for guides

8. My brother to get in a damn good JC (see?i'm a loving sister)

9. Not to end up in some shitty role in campfire

10. Hero of my dreams (?) hopefully :p

He makes it easier.

2008-12-19T15:31:00.002+08:00

I feel terrible.
My throat feels dry and painful if i don't have liquid going down it constantly.
D:

i think janice wants to gimme a christmas present cum card.
she is being so damn secretive.
waliaoz.
anyone else wanna gimme a presemt? :D

i'm got addicted to fallout 3 and world of goo!
GO PLAY PEOPLE!AS IN BUY THE GAME!
they're smashing.kills time like mad.

things he said just keep playing in my mind.
but i don't like to share.

Sun in his eyes.

2008-12-19T11:21:00.014+08:00

i watched ellen and was reminded how hot justin timberlake is.
he was the one who made me watch love guru again and again.
even though he has a 'fro inside,but his body is awesomeeee.
ANYWAY,I SNAGGED A QUIZ.

1. Pick a hot guy... take a moment to think.
2. Is this really the guy you want?

3. Pick his top 10 hottest, cutest, most irresistible pictures.
4. Tag 5 other users.

people i tag:
1. Eunice Koh (HAHAHAHA I SEE WHO YOU CHOOSE)
2. Daphne Kua (Cos i never see you have celeb crush before lo)
the rest i don't care. X;

nowwwwwwwwwww for my hot guy:
GUESS

GUESS

ORLI! / ORLANDO BLOOM

(duh)
seriously,i can't get enough of him.
i fell for him ever since the first time i saw him in lord of the rings.
he has been my lurrrrve for the longest lo.
(maybe nick jonas surpassed him a little)

but then,i still ended up loving him all the same.
NEVERTHELESS,I STILL LOVE ORLI THE MOST

okay lets start with the pictures! :D

1. if you people don't know how he looks like.

ain't he cute? :)
2. he has toffee-colored eyes!

i kind of like it when his hair is combed back.
3. aw,HE IS A LOVING ROLE MODEL LO!

see?he is not those kind of celebrities that get into trouble!HE LIKES KIDS!

4. it was super difficult for me to just choose 10 pictures out of my gallery. X;

i think i like him too much :D
5. DOGS AND AVIATORS ARE CUTEEEEE.
6. he looks good,with or without clothes.

7. see what i mean?kind and caring role model.

i like him not only because he is hot lo!

anyway,he went nepal with unicef (explains the photos with kids)

i loveeeee the nepal photos.
8. LOOKIE!HE LOOKS GODLY EVEN THOUGH HE IS COVERED UP!
9. super adorable face! :D
10. he is the only guy besides eminem who looks good in a beanie(or issit sock?lol.)

i can't help but add more.

cos 10 is just toooo little.
11. aw.
12. heheeheheheheheheheh.he is just soooooo man.

13.

i love his curly hair.

i love his toffee eyes.

i love his hot bod.

i love his mustache.

i love every single bit of him.

to end of my post filled with loveeeee,

I don't want to be a sex symbol

- Orlando Bloom

its from one of his interviews.

effortlessly he already became a sex symbol lo.

i really wanna see him in real life!

WHY DOESN'T HE COME TO SINGAPORE OFTEN LAH.

i want a hug and autograph from him!

and a photo with him!

Awesome.

2008-12-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

one thing good about having a big brother is that he invites his hot friends home!
MY BROTHER INVITED ERIC TO OUR HOUSEEE TODAY.
i ate dinner with him! :D
and eric is not leaving yet!yay!

Aw, they look like worms. / 200th post

2008-12-17T18:00:00.008+08:00

(team sponge has changed to team sexy.
it sounds obscene but we don't care.)
had a meeting with team sexy today.
we finally did things today,now i have to finish up the proposals.
but i don't want to use this dingdong laptop ley.
i wanna use my pink one!
too bad my sister is using it tonight. :3
dang.
guides is gonna rock under team sexy lo.
for some reason,i'm tired,feel like sleeping. :(

actually i think team sexy is horny.
as in we're real horny.
we were talking about magical crotch scratcher today.
cos we saw him today :D
but i think he knows about the whole "AHAHAHAHAHAH!I SEE CROTCH SCRATCHER" -,-
i'm kind of excited being sec 3 next year.
wheee!

I SUDDENLY REMEMBER GUIDER HAVEN'T GIMME MY BRONZE BADGE.
dang,and she's leaving.
shit.have to wait for it lo or maybe when i get silver i won't care about bronze.
waliaozzzzzzz,actually i don't want many sec ones next year lo. X;
8 is enough.heh.
if too many sure got those taller than me one lo.
then instead of being 4th shortest i become like the 3rd?
not nice one.
i'm so excited about next year.
hope the sec ones will be those nice nice one.
then will be very bonded,won't have cliques. :D
in nanyang,those who want to join guides must go for interview sial.
can we have interview too? :D
but too bad their guides are not as bonded.
afterall we're quality not quantity.

anyone want to watch ANGUS,THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING with me?
i love the guy,he is SO hot.
but maybe i should wait for pooja to come back and watch with me :/

Barbed wire fences.

2008-12-16T20:42:00.003+08:00

i'm bored.

kinda,i know i like to msn june.

COS I CAN BULLY HER!

i feel bloody confused.

fyi,lappy got fucked up yesterday midnight.

lucky i fixed it myself.

maybe is ghost hor?

WHOO.

but thankgod i don't hace to bring it down to simlin square to have it fixed.

IT SAID MY WINDOWS WAS NOT AUTHENTIC.

i mean the lappy suspect lah.

waliao,i just bought it ley.

THEN IT SUSPECT ME.

BAH.so bad lo.

then my pops was ranting me not being able to take care of the computer blah blah.

even though have warranty but he is lazy to bring it down all the way.

BUT HEY I FIXED IT!

i can see my sister flirting with uncle ling's son.heh.

but they are not cute.

no one likes to be a replacement,DON'T YOU GEDDIT?

being a temperamental person should be quite fun if i can flaunt my temper on everyone.

like angry,happy,angry,happy,angry,happy,happy (3 seconds later) upset.

too bad i'm not one.

biatch,i can't find my phone. :(

i forget where i put it.

i can't go on a massive search cos there are guests like uncle ling at home.

eunice: he is a guy who adjusts his underwear and scratches himself in public.

too bad lappy is too chio,i can't keep my hands off it.

You feel special.

2008-12-16T18:43:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna do a quiz. (snagged)

I don't know why.

Random people hor, doesn't mean you're not here that means you ain't important to me.

1. Eunice
2. Darren
3. Daphne
4. Eva
5. Pooja
6. Huiting
7. Shihui
8. Rani
9. Janice
10. Mark

If 5 & 7 were tgt? [Pooja/Shihui]
Friends?possibly.but i think both are straight.

What does 5 like? [Pooja]
Handsome caucasian men!me too!

What colour does number 9 like? [Janice]
She mentioned orange,but i'm not sure if its her favourite :/

Say something about number 8? [Rani]
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU? :D

Who is number 2? [Darren]
Bestie?

Talk about number 3? [Daphne]
I don't know if we're considered close. I knew her ever since primary 5 and she's only loud online. She like the word "ding-dong" and red.

Who's number 10's best friend? [Mark]
ME!not anymore i guess.i think its alfred?i never keep much contact with him ley.

Who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
Eunice (cos i wanna make her happy!hah!)

What colour does 4 like? [Eva]
DANG!i dunno,i shall go ask next time.

Is 4 single? [Eva]
NOOOOO!she belongs to someone i can't say liao.she'll kill me :)

Your relationship with number 1? [Eunice]
Best brothers (its much much more than bestfriends)

Are 5 & 6 bestfriends ? [Pooja/Huiting]
LOL

9's surname? [Janice]
Wong!

7's nickname? [Shihui]
I don't have any for her.usually i just drag it for fun.

Say something to 8 [Rani]
LALALALALALLALALALLALA LOL

Biatch.

2008-12-16T18:01:00.007+08:00

went to watch wildchild with eunice today. :D

I LOVE HER!

she psed her primary school friends to accompany me.

i think she has magical powers,cos i'm not feeling very happy today.

BUT I'M HAPPY AGAIN!

thanks to eunice. (she bring me go see shuai ge LOL)

heh.

and there was only one place left that was showing wild child.

the show was awesome.

even though the cinema is sooo damn small.

everyone was hot loooo. (except harriet)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

got guides tomorrow.

maybe i'll bring lappy to guides. X;

Things are hot.

2008-12-15T21:55:00.005+08:00

I'M USING MY NEW LAPPY!

AND NOW I FEEL LIKE SHOWING IT OFF.

since i got it.

now,i'm the boss the com. (sounds cool,hehe)

so when you wanna use it MUST ASK ME!

except my gay sister T.T

don't ask her,i'm more of a boss than she is.

heh.

lets talk about the buttons/keys.

they are this silvery dusty pink.

when you touch them,you feel pretty!

its like magic!

mommy wanted me to buy a cover thing for it,to protect the buttons blahblahblah.

i said i don't want!

cos if i don't touch the buttons but the rubber thing (even though its transparent) I WON'T FEEL HAPPY!

then i have the coolest light things to adjust my music.

its like bar which lights up when you touch it!

SENSOR!yeah thats da word.

its sooooo chio.

the rest of my lappy is pink,glossy pink.

even the touchy touch thing then you use your fingers to navigate your mouse is pink!

and the buttons that are used to replace the 2 buttons on a real mouse are pink!

unfortunately,the charger is black.

but nevermind!since its small and barely noticable.

i'm constantly touching the lappy's front cos when i do that the bottom will light up!

and will change colors!

AIN'T THAT COOL?

i changed almost everything in the screen to pink!

my favourtite color!

i'm trying to change google chrome pink too.

but not succeeding.too bad.

i want a pink thumbdrive ley. :/

but i bet mommy doesn't wanna buy.

she'll find some way to say no.

i want it to go so matchy matchy with my lappy.

aiyah,i also dunno where to buy.

i'll just try to paint or get some skin for it.

but i'm not sure if i want too.

cos its already kind of pretty.

with the turquoise cover.

talking about matchy matchy things.

i got a matchy matchy cover and mouse!

but i don't like the mouse,its the wireless one.

AND ITS FAT AND ALIEN LOOKING

cos it needs batteries.

i don't like it fat and alien looking.

i'm gonna hunt for a petite pink matchy matchy non wireless mouse for my new lappy!
since my sister wants to use the fat matchy one then let her use lo.

then she cannot use my small one!

the cover was also matchy matchy!

its cover is the same pink of my lappy.

even though it looks kind of fat but nevermind lah.

i'm okay with it.

COS ITS CHIOOOOOOOOOOOO.

fat can be pretty too.

hoohoo!

ILY LAPPY!

can you hear me? (even though i'm using you now)

pops bought cologne.

mommy bought crocs heels (for comfy reasons).

i got a new backpack for school. :D

AND LAPPY!

i love my parentssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

told them that.

they just turn to each other and say: kids are all like that.

like they don't believe me liddat!

waliaooooooooooooooo.

since we cancelled the jungle trip,cuzzie's going australia.

aw.

i just have to keep my mind off something.

i'll have to leave lappy and go sleep. ):

AND EUNICE CALLED ME A LUCKY DUCK!HOHOHOHOHO.